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September 29, 2008
Hate to end the month on a bad note, but this article is disturbing, and has grave potential consequences.
U.S. Army brigade being assigned to the Homeland.
I have been talking about Executive Orders being signed by President Bush for some time. I even made copies available for down load for those of you who wished to read them. It is all coming to a head. Pretending otherwise is delusional. I remember a particular scene from the last Star War's movie Revenge of the Sith. Chancellor Palpatine makes a public announcement he is temporarily taking control of the Republic. A young woman in the audience remarks, "so this is how democracy ends. Not with a bang, but with a whisper."
September 28, 2008
Down loaded my web site statistics. I haven't done so in awhile, and I was pleased to see that people are finding the site. I was surprised that a number of people, especially from European countries, have somehow linked their My Space page to webstonne. I received several 100 hits from My Space sites from Europe. That is great! The Order of Nine Angels (ONA) page has also done very well. I have received almost 800 hits since the inception last month, and around 28 megabytes of information was down loaded. I am very pleased that people are taking advantage of the materials I provided. The bottom line is this site isn't a money making adventure. It never was intended to be. The reason I put this site together was to provide people access to information they might not easily find on the WWW. And, I have made good on that intention. To all of you who come here, I thank you for your patronage. I will continue to provide information, and strive as I have to make information available without infringing on the copyright of hard working authors. I have tomorrow off. I will get my ass out of bed and I will train. I also have to get some sort of a rough outline together and organize the content and scope of the book I have in mind. When it is all said and done, this is the one skill I have that brings me immense personal satisfaction, and could provide the means to financial self sufficiency. It has always come back to writing. Music is a love, but it isn't going to help me pay the bills.
September 27, 2008
I went to Club Inferno last night, but stayed for a short time. The place was a tomb. The only event that is packing in people is the first Saturday of the month party they call Leather & Lace Night. I wouldn't doubt that this club will eventually close. Given the state of the US economy, it is only a matter of time before we all find ourselves living in the streets, fending off gangs of marauding psychopaths. The presidential candidates tell me prosperity is right around the corner. Change is coming to Washington. I've said this before; just when I didn't think it possible to stack shit higher, someone finds a way.
September 26, 2008
O.J. Simpson, right, stands during a break in his trial in District Court at the Clark County Regional Justice Center in Las Vegas Thursday, Sept. 25, 2008. At left is Simpson's attorney Yale Galanter. Simpson is standing trial on 12 charges, including felony kidnapping, armed robbery and conspiracy related to a 2007 confrontation with sports memorabilia dealers in a Las Vegas hotel. He face up to life in prison with possibility of parole if convicted of kidnapping, the most serious charge. Clark County District Attorney David Roger later told reporters he plans to rest his case Friday after the testimony of central witness Michael McClinton, who has said he brought guns at Simpson's request and wielded one during the confrontation.
I have not heard much news on this trial. With the economy disintegrating before our very eyes, even OJ can't take the spotlight off this economic fiasco. People could care less about this fool. The prospects of being out in the street with nothing is all to real. I need to get to bed. It is 12:45AM, and I have to work tomorrow. I have Saturday off. I will continue my physical training after work, and then begin outlining the framework of my book. I am excited about this. It will take some time to do it right, but when it is complete, it will be a grimoire of considerable value.
September 25, 2008
Excellent weather today for this time of year. I will be heading out for a walk after I ride my exercise bike a few miles. Today, I enter the circle. There is no room for further error or procrastination. I stand alone against those who oppose me. I stand against the forces of ignorance. Even though the great unwashed are stupid, the sheer number of them has mass. Mass is energy. This secret is known by those who have the will to shape and use this energy to feed their personal agenda. The weak minded are easily divided, and through division the opportunity for conquest is realized. I seek to conquer that which is weak within me. The part that clings to the herd must be excised and removed. It is a cancer.
NOTE
Had a good workout today. I am far from where I was, but it is not insurmountable to regain my past form. This is something to consider. The other side of the coin is writing and my pursuit of music. I am happy that I started today. I really needed to kick start my passion. It had gone dormant. I am also looking into finding a different job. This grocery job is bullshit, and a detriment to my being. It pays the bills. I know I would be better off working someplace else, even if it only pays the bills. My long term goal is still being self sufficient on my terms. I see it happening. By this time next year, my life will have changed for the better. I owe myself that. Here is an example of evangelical brainwashing at it's finest, courtesy of Rick Joyner.
The Final Quest
September 23, 2008
Here is the statement made today by James B. Lockhart III, Director Federal Housing Finance Agency before the Senate Committee on Banking, Housing, and Urban Affairs on the Appointment of FHFA as Conservator for Fannie Mae and Freddie Mac. Statement
It is only a matter of time before the banking system collapses, and martial law declared. I don't wish this, but this is what I am seeing. Is it planned? We may never find out. Is it beyond comprehension? Sadly, no. Again, what ever will be is beyond my control to change, or stop. In the meantime, I have been churning the idea of a book in my head for several months now. Today, it coalesced into a framework. This framework incorporates everything I need to get back on track, and stay there. It will nourish my mind and body. And if I am fortunate, create a means to self sufficiency. Most importantly, it will give me a direction to focus my Will and further develop the skills necessary to achieve the mastery that has long eluded me. Today is a good day. The pain begins, and I embrace it willingly.
This might be worth looking at.
Report of an Independent Task Force sponsored by the Bipartisan Policy Center
"Meeting The Challenge
US Policy Towards Iranian Nuclear Development."
Report
September 17, 2008
I came across this disturbing bit of information on Sarah Palin. I believe this documentation explains why she was chosen as John McCain's running mate. I say "chosen" literally. McCain didn't decide for himself, which is in itself disturbing. After reading this, I hate to think that I would rather see Obama/Biden run the show than this religious fanatic Palin. The odds that she would step into the Presidency are too great. She is dangerous, and so are the people she runs with. That is my conclusion, you have to make your own. I uploaded this document to my Scribd Account. I hope a wider audience will find it and read it.
Sarah Palin and Joel's Army
John McCain should be ashamed. I thought he had a backbone. All he wants is the power. He doesn't give a rat's ass about the country.
September 15, 2008
I did not win any 20th Anniversary Drawing prize money despite the fact I sent in 100 entries. I am not surprised, but I am disappointed. My dragon is healing nicely. I slept in late, but am up now and cooking a bite to eat. A long walk is in order. I need to focus on the time that lays before me, and what it is I want to do with it. The end product entails living well. Hard to accomplish that without financial means, but that is the course I must follow. I am doing OK. The world is crashing and burning, and the two presidential candidates smile, wave, and tell us change is on the horizon. Peace and prosperity are just around the corner where the dignity of every American is respected. The future is bright. Hard not to be bright with all the flame. This is what seperates me from the herd; I know these bastards are full of shit, and that the only prosperity I will experience is this lifetime is that which I can conjure. NOTHING is given. And sitting around waiting for something good to happen is fool's play. From my circle I shall rule, and god help the morons who walk into it.
September 12, 2008
Finally arranged time with Vinny to get my dragon refurbished yesterday. It looks great. The detail really stands out, and the color scheme matches the lion. It does not have bright colors, nor does the lion. They are what you might describe as a blue/gray/black motif. Fitting I got the dragon redone the day after my black belt anniversary date. The area of flesh tattooed is sore, but that is normal. I washed it three times last night at one hour intervals before bedtime, and lightly applied antibiotic gel between washings. This morning when I woke, I washed it again, and applied vitamin E gel. There appears no indication of infection. I am currently wearing a long sleeved shirt, and will keep it covered. Vitamin E gel will be applied early this evening, and one more time before I retire to bed. I work tomorrow, so it is imperative I promote the healing process as much as possible in the next 24 hours. I will take my vitamins, eat a decent meal, and rest today. When it heals, I will take pictures of my tattoos and post them here at Time To Blog!
NOTE
Had a decent day off. Went for a nice walk, stick in hand. I did my laundry, and basically relaxed. I didn't do any physical training or read anything. I did go back and read some things I wrote one year ago. I was intellectually in a good place then. My mind was focused on what needed to be done. I articulated my thoughts well. I had things in perspective. I just didn't follow through. That is the obstacle that continues to derail my accomplishments. It all boils down to why I am doing what it is I want to do. Is it for myself? Is it for mass approval? If it isn't for me, it isn't going to materialize. If no one knows what I am doing then that is for the best. I only have to impress myself and that task is difficult enough. What I do, I do for me. With this in mind, I will succeed. I am giving the dragon the rest of this week to heal properly. Once this is complete, I begin the long and arduous climb. This time, it won't end.
September 9, 2008
It is nine years to the day I tested for the rank of black belt. A curious set of numbers. I regret I have not progressed, but this is my personal short fall. I celebrate this; I'm still in the ball game.
September 8, 2008
Good things do not happen to good people. I was watching Deal Or No Deal, and the contestant was a decent, hard working average Joe. He had a shot at $500,000, believing he had the case before him. He turned down $130,000, chose to pick one more numbered case, and the half million bit him in the ass. He had two amounts left, $75,000 and $10,000. The bankers offer went down to $30,000. He turned it down and he went all the way only to end up with $10,000. Not a bad days work, but let's face it, after taxes, you aren't left with much. The $130,000 was his ticket to a life of less financial stress, and it passed him by. Sad really. The 20th Anniversary Special Drawing celebrating 20 years of the Wisconsin Lottery is due. This is the contest where you sent in $5 worth of tickets, and they draw a number of $20,000 winners. One person will win $100,000. I collected tickets that people had discarded, filled them out, and sent them in. I mailed 100 entries. Will I win anything? Probably not. Do I deserve a taste? I'd like to think I do, but life doesn't work that way. Just a reminder of what I promised I would accomplish ...
These are my goals for 2008:If I focus on this, everything else will fall into place. By walking this Path, I can live a life I can be proud of. Even if financial success eludes me, I can rest knowing I never gave up the fight.
1. I will be able to play the bass guitar.
I will compose music with Madtracker
I dedicate myself to music.
2. I will write. I won't rest till I become published.
3. I will dedicate myself to the pursuit of knowledge.
4. I will achieve a level of physical fitness worthy of my black belt status.
This what I want to do with the rest of my life. Working for others, and working with morons is not my Destiny. I will become self sufficient. A lottery miracle would help, but it isn't necessary. This is the most difficult challenge I have faced. Failure is not an option. I still feel this is what I need to do with my life.
You can find this site through the Transtopia web site, but here is a quick link.
September 7, 2008
Here is the statement of FHFA Director James B. Lockhart concerning the Fannie Mae and Freddie Mac fiasco. This statement is dire, but puts on a good face. Here is a good link to news stories on the Institution. From here you can get a gist of the severity, the possible fraud involved, and the catastrophic consequences this situation will have on the US economy. Freddie Mac/Fannie Mae News Links.
I posted financial analysis concerning the meltdown of the US economy years ago. This situation has been a fuck up in the making for a long time. The truth was buried, and forecasts were sugar coated for mass consumption. And you still think the two presidential candidates are going to fix this, and bring change to America? Every time I see a campaign commercial from either party on the TV, I am offended. Their rhetoric is an insult to my intelligence. Reinhard Mehl donated $2 to webstonne today! I am pleased and honored that someone would take the time to do this. He probably has read some of this Blog too. That is OK. I admitted I was a ranting lunatic a long time ago. But, some of my rants are informative, and others are just despair and gloom. I am working on curbing the gloom, but it still raises it's ugly head now and then. Again, thank you Reinhard for the contribution. I will work harder on getting my house in order.
September 5, 2008
I got hold of Vinny this morning and made arrangements to get my dragon redone this afternoon. It is 12:45 PM now, and I go under the needle at 3:00PM. It will take 45 minutes, give or take, and then I will have my matching set complete. Now is probably not the time to be spending money refurbishing may tattoos, but I don't give a shit. I will have to take pictures and post them here. Not much else going on. Life for the most part is a day to day existence. My stomach turned watching the Democratic and the Republican Conventions. I saw a news story provided by ABC Nightline that reported $100 million was "donated" to both parties by corporate lobby personnel. In fact, a reporter from the crew was arrested because he was filming political fat cats schmoozing with lobbyists. I read that Denver had turned into a police state during the Democratic Convention, and from what I saw on the TV, so had St Paul. Anyone who believes that things are going to change have their heads up their ass. I also realize that hope is the only commodity that isn't being priced beyond our reach, but that too is in short supply. That is why the summation of Will is even more crucial. If I don't create a Destiny that furnishes wealth, security, and prosperity, I deserve to be treated and looked down on as nothing more than a slave to those who have the guts to seize power.
NOTE
Some chick arrived late for her tattoo appointment, so Vinny bumped me out of mine. I'm not pleased about it, but shit happens. Will just have to be patient and get time scheduled this coming week. Because of the way I'm bouncing around the store from one department to another getting hours, I'm not sure what my schedule is at this moment. I know I work at 10:00AM tomorrow and I will look at it then. I was set to get the work done today.
September 1, 2008
Welcome to the month of September. This month will either make me, or break me. My present living situation is not up to my personal standards. I am not accomplishing anything of personal value. I work, pay bills, and little else. I have created this situation, and I am the only one who can change it. I had higher hopes when I relocated back to Wisconsin. I have failed to materialize my thoughts into concrete reality. I also tend to come down hard on myself, often setting unattainable goals and standards to live up to. If I don't focus on a step by step plan to remedy this present state of discontent, I will never climb out of this personal hell I have created. This is the first step. Owning up to this failure, and moving forward with a course of action is the foundation to build on. I am going to get a bite to eat. Today is a good day.
I was reading a post I made on December 7, 2008. Excellent advice not taken. I am grateful I have not completly squandered this opportunity of creation that is mine to seize. If I can accomplsih anything with the remainder of 2008, I can at the very least get the wheels of motion turning that point me on a true course. It all comes down to action and the will to fuel the engine. I like this animated graphic. It demonstrates my ambivalence.
Just a note here ... my gut is getting soft. I will have to concentrate on burning the fat off it, and toning the six pack back into fighting shape before it gets away from me.
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