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September 24, 2006

I will fast. I will pray. I will choose to go forward regardles of the obstacles in my path. I think the hardest part will be not drinking fluids during the daylight hours. Not eating is something I can do. I did not win last night's Powerball Drawing. I haven't checked my email, so I don't know what state the lucky bastard lives in. I slept in this morning and did not rise till after 11 AM. This time of contemplation and fast will be good for me. I need to rejuvenate.

This is from my Powerball email:

"The estimated Grand Prize was: $200,800,000 ($95,974,824.23 cash)
There was one Grand Prize winning ticket in the state of Iowa!

With that kind of cash, you can be king of Iowa. Good Luck to who ever you are. For all the winning numbers, and links to the WI Lottery plus the Powerball Website, visit here Powerball.

Have some data entry work to complete sometime today. I will watch some football first.


September 23, 2006

If you are living in the Middle East, today is the first day of the Ramadan Fast. The fast runs one month from September 24 through October 24. I am seriously considering fasting myself during this time period despite the fact I am not Muslim. I need to get my Spirituality in order. This is a time to contemplate. For those of you unfamiliar with Ramadan, check out this page - The Ramadan Fast.

I got rid of those routes bleeding me money. I can see that I have got to get money coming in from other sources besides Madison Newspapers. I have an iron in the fire on a route that PAYS. If it comes through, I won't have to wonder if my bills will be paid. Will know more about this on Monday. Who knows, I may win the Powerball Lottery tonight! I completed my last run of Wisconsin Women today, and I did my last delivery of Condominium Digest and City & County homes last week. A great weight is lifted! What a waste of time. This alone opens up opportunity not having to keyhole time to do these. I refuse to work for minimum wage. I did a Forex trade on my Demo account last night. I made $2,200. Crazy because I didn't even know what I was doing. All I did was click on some buttons. I do believe that the Forex Market is legitimate, and that it is a real business. I have been so tired lately driving around all hours of the day delivering shit that doesn't pay. This is coming to an end. I am seeing to it. I have to dig DEEP and find the energy to sit here and study harder.


September 21, 2006

I was at McDonalds earlier this morning having some breakfast, and the President of Iran was just starting his speech before the UN. I have always thought this guy was a nutcase but he is coherent, if not eloquent. You can say the same for Adolph Hitler. The more I learn, the more I realize I don't really know JACK. That is why it is important to narrow my focus. This is why it is important to find a small niche and try to live in peace there. Let these crazy bastards joust for global domination. They can cram the world's wealth up their ass.

The speech is worth reading. I have created a page if you are inclined to do so:
President of Iran Speech before the UN September 21, 2006.

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September 20, 2006



Mr Chavez, speaking to the UN, brandished a copy of American leftist writer Noam Chomsky's Hegemony or Survival: America's Quest for Global Dominance, said Mr Bush promoted "a false democracy of the elite and a democracy of bombs. The devil came here yesterday," he said, referring to Mr Bush's speech on Tuesday. "It still smells of sulphur today," he added.

"He came here talking as if he were the owner of the world," the Venezuelan leader said.

US State Department spokesman Tom Casey said it was disappointing to see a head of state speak in such a way.
You know what Tom? We are all disapointed these days, but for different reasons.


September 17, 2006

I've been busy researching the rights of Independent Contractors. Capital News is in violation of the Federal Standards. They are guilty of exploitation of the drivers. They don't want to pay the taxes, but they still want to control and supervise. This is fraud. I am going to lay low and wait till Daryl Bloomer calls me on my cell phone instructing me on how to conduct my business. I will also wait for Matt Myers to do the same. When I have this evidence, the hammer will fall. I hope it is possible to cut both these fuck heads a new ass hole. In the meantime, I will do the bare bones minimum required to keep the paychecks coming in. If a publication needs to be delivered, I will do it when I can deliver two publications in the same area. I will never make a special trip just to satisfy these punks. I am so pissed of right now, I am besides myself. What is the lesson here? Get off your ass Stonne and make something of yourself. Take control of your life. Use the gifts given you to create a Life. Stake Your Claim!


September 16, 2006


It is crucial to dig for news these days. You are not going to get any real answers watching the networks. You don't have to agree with a paper's politics to read it. You don't have to agree with ANYTHING! But if you are interested in finding a TRUTH you can live with, then by all means DIG! The banner above is an excellent source to start. Here is an example of what you can find: News From Pakistan.

I did see a news report concerning Iraq last night on NBC. The report said that the US has in reality lost control of western Iraq, and that the troops are pulling out of the area. Here is a news story that tells us that ther Taliban is regaining control of Afghanistan. What ever way you want to slice things, the shit has hit the fan. Taliban Taking Over


September 14, 2006

Everything you need to know concerning Al Qaeda, The 911 Hijackers and more is here: Complete 911 Timeline.
I don't know if I have provided this link before, but it is worth mentioning again. EVERYTHING is here. ANYTHING you can imagine as far as information concerning 911 is here. This isn't some nutjob site. This site is academic scholarship at it's highest level. The sheer amount of information is staggering!

I can not support myself working for Capital News any longer. Matt Myers doesn't give a rat's ass about my service. I am tired of working for nothing, and this is my last "season." When the campus route ends, so does my employment with this shit outfit. The costs involved doing this job outweigh the financial pay. These bastards want me to work for less than minimum wage! Once you calculate the cost of driving your own delivery vehicle, and the time spent delivering the product, you are making $5.15 an hour or less. Recently, the number of newspapers has greatly increased. This requires more time and physical labor to do the job with no increase in pay. It's bullshit! I am very disappointed. The van eats gasoline. I am getting 12 MPG. This is average but it is unacceptable. Time to get a GRANT and start my karate program.


September 12, 2006

I'm concerned about the woman writing the Blog Baghdad Burning. She hasn't written anything since August 5, 2006. This Blog has gained international attention, and even received prestigious awards for the fine work reported. I wonder if she hasn't been killed? She might be depressed. When she received the awards, she was elated. The higher you climb, the bigger the drop back to reality. Reality being her country still in turmoil with no end in sight. It is easy to think that you can't make a difference in this world when you don't see any good coming from your efforts. She made a difference to me. I have come to rely on her honest assessment of what is really happening in Iraq. I hope she is OK.

I haven't felt like writting much myself. I don't have an international following that I know of. I am not striving for such. In the end, Time To Blog is as much about my Ego than anything else. I like to shoot my mouth off and think I have answers. It gives me some comfort and control. But in the end, I am still just a common man living a common life. I don't think otherwise. I can't change the World. But that isn't entirely true. I can change the World, but the changes I make may not be seen by me in my life. If I am able to guide one person, that person may go on and help others. That is something. I have come to realize that I need to narrow my focus. I have done so much study and research looking for what may be the Truth. I have found some answers. Will this Knowledge change my immediate world? No, it won't. Does itgive me comfort? No, it doesn't. That is why I have to slow down, live for the moment, and toss some pebbles into the pond. Where the ripples end up is beyond my control. I can take solice in the knowledge that they will end up someplace. I can look into my Soul and honestly say, "I made a difference to somebody."


September 4, 2006

Children of alcoholics 'damaged'

Children of alcoholics are more likely to become addicted, and they bear emotional, behavioural and mental scars, experts say. The Priory study said children of alcoholics were four times more likely to be addicted to drink and there was a risk of drug and gambling problems.

The report said children reacted in one of three ways - either they became withdrawn, went into denial or used the experience to benefit themselves by becoming stronger. Many of the children of alcoholics, even those who would perhaps have been withdrawn, could grow up to be likeable, kind and intuitive.

But the problems surfaced when they had to confront difficulties. The report said: "Their feelings about themselves are the opposite of the serene image they present - they generally feel insecure, inadequate, dull, unsuccessful, vulnerable and anxious". They also struggled to develop strong personal relationships.

I don't have to read this report to understand that my childhood experience has damaged me. Everyday is a struggle to cope with insecurity. But what this article fails to say is that the damage is not reversible. You may find your place and enjoy some success is your life, but you will never fully recover from the torture. I can understand why some choose "The Dark Side" after going through something like this. But if you so choose, you must pay the price. There is no excuse for becoming a scum bag.

Jenny died. I just had to finally say enough. I spent the money and bought a van. It is so much easier delivering my newspapers and magazines with this vehicle. I am REALLY behind the eight ball now! What can you do? Life goes on. If I have to get a part time job working a few nights, I will. I am trying to grasp the fundamentals of Forex Trading, but it isn't something I will pick up soon. I still have my hopes of getting a piece of the Wisconsin Lottery.

UPDATE 6:02 PM (CST)



He was known for his Crocodile Hunter TV show and his work with wildlife. Mr Irwin, 44, was struck in the chest by a stingray's barb while filming a documentary on the Great Barrier Reef. The prime minister said that he had known Mr Irwin well, and that the country had lost a "wonderful and colourful son".

This guy lived his life the way he wanted. I respect that more than I can express in words. I see people like this and it gives me hope that I can someday do the same.


September 3, 2006

Paris Hilton targeted in CD prank
Hundreds of Paris Hilton albums have been tampered with in the latest stunt by "guerrilla artist" Banksy. He has replaced Hilton's CD with his own remixes and given them titles such as Why am I Famous?, What Have I Done? and What Am I For? Banksy is notorious for his secretive and subversive stunts such as sneaking doctored versions of classic paintings into major art galleries.

I haven't heard of this artisit before I read this article. I like him. His site is worth looking at.
Here is an example of his work. His color sketches are remarkable.




September 1, 2006

The UW-Madison is coming back to life. The Fall Semester starts after Labor Day week-end, and everywhere there is activity. People are moving belongings to dormitories and apartments. Young people talking on cell phones are everywhere you turn. Beautiful women are plentiful. This shouldn't concern me considering that I'm too old and too poor to catch the fancy of a hot babe, but I can dream. There are more important issues at hand.