November 2010

 
November 25, 2010

Was looking over last years whine. I didn't mention anything about being thankful. I was concerned with the coming New Financial World Order. I was concerned about the lack of opportunity a man of my age and lack of work experience in the IT industry would have finding a position. The odds were zero one year ago and they are still zero. I knew what I needed to do one year ago. I'm still struggling in the present.


November 24, 2010

Working 6-7 day stretches is not condusive to anything spiritually positive, unless what you are doing provides it. That is the achiles heel of civilization. This is what chains us to the madness. Only the few appear to have attained it. When all is illusion, it's hard to distiguish.

I have to keep plugging along for the time being. I have not taken positive steps towards doing anything else to earn a living. Even if you do, there are no jobs. It's about passion. I need to direct this. My past workings have shown me the possibilities. I can draw on this. My hopes that I would be doing something else by the end of December 2010 have fizzled. I don't take heavy responsibility. I am as much a victim to this economic nightmare as the next person. Sure, I'm earning a decent paycheck, but the load is taking it's tole. All of us who have a job and are working are paying a heavy price for those paychecks. It's blood money. Case in point ... a woman who works for Coca Cola has to work all night - tonight - the eve before Thanksgiving. She is married and has children. Does the company care? I guess they don't. All they want is coke on the shelves. If she doesn't work the route, she doesn't have a job. And there aren't any to replace it. I'm sure she is making a decent wage. It still stinks of slavery.


November 20, 2010

Making excellent money. The holiday is a buying frenzy. Hauling tons of frozen birds. Working 6-7 days at a stretch. I'm to old for this nonsense. I can't walk away just yet. Obama has done nothing to revitalize this economy. I have no where else to go and earn a living. The country is shot to hell. JP Morgan can still sink. Once this silver manipulation scam clears the books, they will be insolvent. The $30 billion they got from TARP will go right down the rat hole. As far as work is concerned, I honestly can't see lasting one more year. Truth isn't always pretty. It isn't too late, but there is more sand at the bottom than the top. Just wanted to put some thoughts down. With the money I am earning, the silver is paid for. I have enough money to purchase The Judge. The way things are shaping up, I will need it.


November 8, 2010

67 degrees today! I'm not complaining. Rumor has it that snow is predicted for this coming Saturday. It wouldn't surprise me if we end up with 6-12 inches. Been doing some work on my Smalltalk blog ... Smalltalk and Me on Wordpress. They have a nice product. I like the look of the site and I like the features I added to it. I laugh when I look back at my plans for entering the IT workforce. I looked into Linux. I thought it might be possible to get an entry level administration position if I had Linux+ Certification. Then I thought about A+ & Network+ Certifications. I seriously considered mastering Powershell. It all boils down to this; an opportunity will not be opening soon, or ever. The only opportunity waiting for me in the IT world is one I create for myself. I think Smalltalk offers me the best opportunity to change my life. Check out the site. I have assembled the best sources I could find. My skill in finding documentation is surpassed by few. This isn't brag. It is fact. These documents will teach you everything you need to know about Smalltalk. The link is located in the right hand corner at the bottom of this page.


November 5, 2010

I mentioned an article about Randy Quaid in October. The article wasn't flattering. My knee jerk reaction to the entire Quaid affair was this. I figured he went nuts. It wouldn't be the first time a Hollywood actor went off the deep end. Then I found this recording.
Randy Quaid Statement
concerning an extortion/smear campaign being waged against him.

Back to the grind tomorrow. I'm sheduled 48 hours this coming week. 16 of those hours will at be at time and a half. The check will be good. Doesn't change the facts. I have to make a move come Spring. It's all relative but silver spot closed at $26.76 If it closes out 2010 at $30 or more, I'll shit.


November 4, 2010

Spot silver closed today at $26.37
I jumped on the wagon mid July at $20.55
That equates to a 28.32% rate of return. I mentioned I own silver. I do not advertise it. I don't need crack heads or other parasitical elements of society busting my front door down with a sludge hammer. My expectations were a small investment in silver could grow into something substantial. The price is moving forward at an astonishing pace. I didn't buy silver thinking it was going to be used as money in the event of an economic collapse. The so called patriots who are buying into this scenario are fools. If this situation comes to pass, the only bartering that will be done will be at the end of a firearm. That is why I have mentioned my need to buy one. The Taurus Judge is still the top choice on the list. I wanted to make this small investment in silver and cash it in 5-7 years down the road. I want to have some wealth to work with in the future; if there is to be one. I am just covering my bases. The current speculation that silver will continue to rise in the short and long term future is reassuring. I am capable of doing things right. I have the ability to create wealth through my own means. I do not need a dead end job to provide me with the means to live. I am a teacher. I am a healer. I have intelligence. Smalltalk is an incredible vehicle. It is on the cutting edge of current changes that will shape cyberspace. The Federal Reserve is going to pump addition billions into the ecomony. This will stave off any immediate collape. This will get us through the holiday season and into next Spring. Come Spring, I take action. In the meantime ... Run Silent, Run Deep.

I like this picture.



November 1, 2010

Tomorrow is Election day. Let me put it in a nutshell; the more things change the more they stay the same.




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