March 2012

 


March 30, 2012



I have to say something about this lottery drawing tonight. It's insane. It popped from $550 to $640 this morning. By the time they stop the presses tonight, this jackpot might be $700 million plus. I bought $8 tickets Wednesday after the Tuesday drawing came up no tickets matching the first five numbers with the mega ball number. I picked three sets and had a quick pick for the fourth set; I took the mega-plyer option; $2 a ticket.

Been in the pit. Luckily, I am doing ok on the financial side. I won't be kicked out of my home today or tomorrow. I do need to lead my job situation to more fertile ground. That has been part of the problem. It is a matter of kicking myself in the ass. I don't feel comfortable writing here till I take care of this.


March 21, 2012

Things have turned out well. I have come to a rather odd point of view. Certainly odd for someone like myself who has been driven by research. Sometimes, it is better to keep what you know to yourself. I could be writing to a friend or a reasonable facsimile, telling that person how sweet all the dice fell. Why bother? Does it change the bottom line? No, not even close. It's procrastination. I am holding a strong hand. I do not find myself in positions like this often. Everything is tight right now. I have no excuse.

This is the first month since July 2004 I have done nothing here. I have run dry. I am faced with the decision of coming to some conclusion on what I will be doing with the rest of my life. That is why I am not spending the time collecting information and making web pages. Those days are on the back burner. Things have to change. If these things change, I'll be back doing something worthwhile. I am tired of hearing myself whine.


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