July 2021

I had a part-time job. I walked away from it before the training period ended. I was not confident that I was able to watch the store overnight alone. One guy tried to show me the ropes, but I still was not happy with what I saw coming down the road. The store was a cluster fuck of paper work. The amount of work I was expected to do was more than I thought I was able to do. I feel bad. I need the money but I do not need the anxiety.

I talked to my old boss at the casino. He said he would hire me in a cold minute and I believe him. He is always looking for good roulette wheel dealers and I fit that bill. He will help me get back in. The table games dealers are making huge money for the time being. Going back to the gaming business would solve all my financial problems. It will be hard on my psyche. The Human Resource Department is a nightmare. Getting back in is going to be a pain in the ass. I wish I could have collected paychecks working at the gas station/store, but walking away clean is good. It might not have been smart. I have to sit tight.

I got a part-time job. I had to. The choice was made for me. I failed to make the decisions that gave me a semblance of control in this life, a life that we have little or no control over. As long as you have money in your pockets, and a lot of it, you have a degree of freedom that the rest of the Great Unwashed do not have. The freedom to choose where you live, what kind of food you eat, and what sorts of people you will be rubbing shoulders with on a daily basis. This may not sound like much, but these are the lessons of life that the fortunate learn at a young age. I didn't have the privilege.

I will be 66 years old August 10, 2021. The saying goes that you are too old to start over. The saying goes money is the root of all evil. It is best not to dirty your hands with it. The saying goes to turn the other cheek and to love your enemies. I believe in these sayings, but a line has to be drawn.

I refuse to live in a shit hole and to die in one. I refuse to rub shoulders with the scum of the Earth because I can not financially afford to do otherwise. These are decisons I have the ability to make and have power over. How my life unfolds from this point is Fate. Fate is what it will be. Fate is kind to those who seize power over the few things that life affords.

I am starting over.

Time to Blog! is back on track. It was de-railed after my hosting company, Domains Priced Right, migrated their server to the cPanel platform. It is an upgrade, so that part is OK. I might have to pay more for the service I am currently getting. What is not OK was that my log-in credentials were changed and I was not informed. My ability to send any updates to the WWW using Filezilla (FTP) was broken. It is a long story, but I have to jump through a couple more hoops to administer this site. ALL of the files in webstonne.com were not transferred to the cPanel server, so I had to do this myself. A system admin I talked on the phone was great. He knew his stuff, unlike many other IT customer service reps I have had to listen to that knew how to turn a computer on, and little else. I can see why more and more people are turning to WordPress. It is easier and eliminates a lot of problems doing things the old fashioned way a.k.a. by hand. It looks like the times are forcing me to become a WordPress master. This is a good thing.

R Kelly had sexual contact with underage boy as well as girls, prosecutors say

Dr. Fauci Caught Lying about NIH Funding in Wuhan - July 20, 2021

I have no love for Senator Rand Paul. I have said this before and I will repeat it. I am a researcher. I know that others in this field of knowledge creation only search for facts that support their preconceived notions. This is not my modus operandi. My search for facts takes me to places I do not frequent. It leads me to documentation I do not agree with or even believe in. What matters is the final hope that some semblance of Truth will raise it's ugly head. This video is an example of the process and the result of looking at facts that are disturbing.

In March of 2019, I found information that supported the story that COVID-19 was not a naturally occurring virus. The information I found said the original COVID-19 virus did not come into being at the wet market in Wuhan, China. The original virus was genetically engineered. This is what Rand Paul is saying and he has credible documentation to support this conclusion. I never thought Doctor Anthony Fauci was as pure and innocent as he wishes the public to believe. Now, I am sure he isn't.

*Update

I made a liar of myself today. I sent BTC to Bovada. I played baccarat. I made $75. I kept my cool. I can squeeze a profit from my play if I keep my head out of my ass. I need this. I am waiting on a job offer. I will work the over night shift Friday and Saturday at a corner gas station/snack shop just three blocks from the Canfield Hotel. This will pay my debts back. I do not want to do this, but this is the price I must pay for the horrible decisions I have made. I have been playing my flute every day. I am getting better. I enjoy it. I am also thinking of seriously tackling WordPress and making sites for paying clients. I am on the right Path.

Biden blasted for accusing Facebook of 'killing people' over COVID misinformation as WH partners with Big Tech

This brand of horeshit is why journalism is dead in the United States of America. What I am concerned about is the look on Biden's face when he was asked the question. He halted. He hesitated. He looked confused. It is becoming more apparent as the days grow longer in the Biden Administration that the president's every move and response is choreographed. When a rouge question is asked, the house of cards comes crashing to the ground. The Biden Communication Team goes into action to explain to the American people what the president really said. White House Press Secretary Jen Psaki will clear things up,

The president loves freedom. The president loves Black people. The president loves LGBTQ. Global warming is killing people and the president will not rest until the planet is saved. President Biden loves all of God's creatures great and small and he is working tirelessly to see that they are being given the opportunity to empower themselves. President Biden is a champion of democracy, not only in this country, but in all countries where people are being oppressed. He hears their cries for freedom. President Biden is ensuring a dialogue with Russia, China, and Iran remain open to facilitate peace and tranquility. President Biden is a champion of the oppressed and the downtrodden.

This answers all questions that anyone has to ask me concerning what Joe Biden says about anything as long as he remains President of the United States.

*Note

I did a quick flip through the news channels. The media is going ape shit over this remark Biden made about Facebook killing people, so the story is being told. If you listen to them, the world is coming to an end. This is such a sad spectacle, words can not express it. Personally, I would not give a rat's ass if Biden called Zuckerberg a killer. He called Putin one. Why leave Mark out?

Actual news is not being reported. The less we know, the better. In case you didn't know, Coronavirus linked deaths in Africa surged by 43 percent in the space of a week, driven by a lack of intensive care beds and oxygen as the new Delta variant surged on the continent.

Africa has seen the continent record an increase of 1 million cases
in the shortest time so far in the pandemic.

Black Lives Matter if they are people living in the United States. Black people in Africa don't count.

This is what happens to senior citizens in Dubuque, IA. A minor is making cash on the side prostituing herself. She is also ripping her clients off if she thinks she can get away with it. A real piece of work. So what do the police do? They arrest the victim. I can only imagine what will happen to this old geezer once the District Attorney gets through with him. The old fart should have kept his mouth shut about knowing she was underage. He probably will end up going to prison for the rest of his life. If he thought about it, having $450 stolen from you is better than dying in some shit hole jail. He should have let it go.

Authorities said a Dubuque County man arranged to have sex with an underage girl for money, then called law enforcement when the girl just left with the cash. 68 year old Keith Woodyard of rural Dubuque was arrested Tuesday at his residence on a charge of prostitution. Reports say that Woodyard reported a theft at his residence. He told authorities that he had met a girl younger than 18 online and they made an agreement he would pay her for sex. Woodyard said he picked up the teen and a friend, took them to his residence and gave the girl $450, but then she changed her mind and left with the money.

The online casino Bovada isn't anything different than the land based casinos. They are all designed to win every last nickle a player has. Skill is an illusion. I won't be taking down my WordPress site promoting it. It is a nice site. I won't be sending any more BTC to them. Sports gambling is the last option open to me, and even that is a crap shoot.

I have to go back to work. I am an old man and now I have to work my ass off like I am a younger man in order to pay my debts and monthly bills. This is a good thing that I have hit rock bottom. I see my life in a true perspective and I have a great many things to answer for. I showed myself I can build websites. I can play music. I can do many things. I need faith in myself that I can accomplish something. Gambling isn't the answer to my financial well being.

I live in a world of shame. I dream of being lost in cities I don't recognize trying to figure out how to find my way home. I dream of being in prison. Why I am there isn't known to me. All I know is I am tired. I am tired of living this life. I sometimes think I would be better off dead. Luckily, I don't have the guts to see that through either.

I walked away from the casino business as a full time career on March 8, 2017. I went back and worked the week ends on February 22, 2018, and finally called it quits June 14, 2019. Now, I have to walk away from the idea that I can create an income stream gambling whether it be baccarat, roulette or blackjack. The big slot hit isn't going to happen. It has been said you can't kill an idea. That may be true but you can turn your back on it. Today, July 14, 2021. I turn my back on the idea I have a chance to make money and pay my bills using my gaming skills. It isn't going to happen. I have to use the brain and the two hands God gave me. I don't have to feel ashamed of who I am. I am a decent person and that is more that I can say for the people who I cared about and were loyal to that stabbed me in the back. The only friend I have is a dollar. How sad this world is and the things we have to do to survive in it.

Doug Jensen, a son of Iowa, can be released from jail while he waits for trial

U.S. District Judge Timothy J. Kelly cited Jensen's lack of a grade-school level understanding of the U.S. government in his decision to release him. Jensen, in Jan. 6 videos that were released to the media on Monday night, repeatedly stated that he believed he was at the White House,

This is me, touching the fucking White House, Jensen said, with his hand on an exterior wall of the U.S. Capitol.

Trump counting votes he says were stolen from him in the 2020 Presidential Election.

I built my first site using Wordpress. The site promotes the Bovada Casino. I have links that take the new propects to my affiliate page so I can earn a few scraps of BTC if they join. I have to say, I am impressed with the layout. It is clean. Knowing how to hand type HTML into the pages was a plus. I don't know how to work the dashboard, so I did some of the building with hard coding. Understanding what a Content Mangement System (CMS) is helped me naviagate the WordPress Dashboard. I can learn how to use all the Wordpress Dashboard features and everything else that professional developers do. I can build full blown commercial sites if I put my mind to it.

WordPress can change my life. So can all the othet things I can do. It comes down to creating A WAY of life. It really is time to get down to business. I don't have an abundance of time at my fingertips. I have a life. This life is short no matter how you slice or dice it, so in many respects, it doesn't matter when you begin the journey of LIVING. One last push ...

I read a news story that Biden called Vladimir Putin on the phone and told him,
"Vladimir, you need to curb ransomware groups from attacking our infrastucture."
Putin replied, "Sure Joe. I will get right on that."

I don't know about you but I will sleep easy tonight knowing Papa Joe is at the wheel.

Life goes on. This is my new project.



I will get a few scraps of BTC from the play of people who sign up through my affiliate link. In the meantime, I am waiting for Uncle Sam to pay me this month so I can buy some BTC, send it to the Bovada Casino, and start playing baccarrat. This is my niche. I have to be careful. This Casino has everything under the sun; a sportsbook, horses, blackjack, roulette, poker, and all sorts of other card games. There is more than enough rope to hang a guy. I will focus on baccarrat, and this alone.

Embrace the butchery!

CHICAGO — Despite a highly touted plan by Chicago police to combat crime for the Fourth of July, over 100 people were shot, more than a dozen of them fatally, during the long holiday weekend.

Among those shot since Friday were two young girls, ages 6 and 5, and two Chicago police officers who were breaking up a large crowd that had gathered on the city’s Far West Side.

Bullets have struck six children in total over the weekend.

There is no need for concern. Don't worry. Be happy!

Fact Sheet: Biden-Harris Administration Announces Comprehensive Strategy
to Prevent and Respond to Gun Crime and Ensure Public Safety
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JUNE 23, 2021 * STATEMENTS AND RELEASES

*Listening Break
Classical music is good for the soul. Enjoy.


The Best of Paganini

Beautiful Relaxing Music

A picture is worth a thousand words.

Mount Scum

• Bill Cosby is a serial rapist.
  He is in a class of predators that includes Richard Ramirez and Ted Bundy.
• During his career as a film producer, Harvey Weinstein committed criminal sexual acts including rape over a 30 year period.
• Jeffrey Epstein was snuffed because he knew where the bones were buried. He was a sexual predator who was executed by sexual predators.
• Donald Trump paid hush money to Stormy Daniel and Karen McDougal. He wanted to keep his extra martial affairs secret prior to the 2016 Presidential Election. More than two dozen women have publicly accused Trump of sexual misconduct that they say occurred in the years before he became president. A former model claims Trump sexually assaulted her at the 1997 U.S. Open tennis tournament.

Serial butchery is part of the American way of life.
These men are just the tip of the iceberg. Watch your back.

This is pure gold.

I heard Bob Dylan talking about dreams. He said, "keep it to yourself because if you talk about your dream someone will kill it. Dreams are a fragile thing." I will make a short mention. I have a dream. I have a plan. I pray to God it doesn't rip me a new asshole. I am at the end of my rope. Being at the end is still a beginning.

At a summit in Geneva last month, US President Joe Biden said he told Russian President Vladimir Putin he had a responsibility to rein in cyber-attacks. Mr Biden said he gave Mr Putin a list of 16 critical infrastructure sectors, from energy to water, that should not be subject to hacking.

Fast forward ... US companies hit by 'colossal' cyber-attack

About 200 US businesses have been hit by a "colossal" ransomware attack, according to a cyber-security firm. Huntress Labs said the hack targeted Florida-based IT company Kaseya before spreading through corporate networks that use its software. This attack is believed to be orchastrated by REvil a.k.a. Sodinokibi. REvil is one of the most prolific and profitable cyber-criminal groups in the world. This group is a Russian operatiosure yet."n. Biden's response to this attack was, "The initial thinking was it was not the Russian government, but we're not sure yet." If Joe Biden dropped a load in his pants he would come to a similar conclusion, "the initial stink tells me I just shit my pants, but I'm not sure yet."

Back to the list Biden gave Putin. Apparently, Kaseya wasn't on it. Looks like Biden let this one slip past him. That's OK. He has a lot of things on his mind like global warming and promoting the joys of sodomy. One thing that doesn't seem to be on his mind is the coming global shockwave that the pullout of US troops from Afghanistan will bring. Under a Biden Administration, there is nothing to worry about. It is all about the love. The skies are filled with sunshine and rainbows.

This news is from yesterday via USA Today:

American military troops have left Bagram Airfield and handed the base over to Afghan security forces, effectively ending the U.S. combat role after nearly 20 years of war.

Pentagon press secretary John Kirby confirmed the handover on Friday and said the U.S. troops remaining in Afghanistan will focus on protecting American diplomats, securing the international airport in Kabul, advising Afghan forces and supporting counter-terrorism efforts.

This news is also from yesterday:

KABUL, Afghanistan -- With his military crumbling, President Ashraf Ghani of Afghanistan fired a crucial part of his command structure and brought in a new one. He created a nebulous "supreme state council," announced months ago, that has hardly met. And as districts fall to the Taliban across the country, he has installed a giant picture of himself outside the airport's domestic terminal.
Just another feather in the cap of Papa Joe Biden, a modern day Ronald Reagan and Abraham Lincoln rolled into one. I don't exactly know what this one really is. The day is young.

*Note



Geraldo Rivera approved of Bill Cosby's release from prison after "grotesquely unfair" proceedings, adding that Harvey Weinstein may be next. Rivera is giving Biden some competition in the boot licking department. He has taken things a step further. He is on his knees groveling. As far as Cosby is concerned, anyone who is on television for a living would be smart to say nothing. Cosby was a father figure to the people of this country. He doesn't deserve to live in a free society because of some legal technicality. A condition of his release should have included castration.

President Biden raised concerns about global warming during remarks on what could have potentially contributed to the Surfside Condo collapse near Miami last week.

Isn't that special? Papa Joe is doing a splendid job following the script that is being written for him. When it comes to boot licking, Biden is the best. He deserves an Oscar.

I hate to mention this but I feel the need to call a spade a spade.
Tyler Posey Says Girlfriend Phem Helped Him Realize He's 'Queer' and 'Sexually Fluid'

Let us first clarify what these terms mean:
GENDER FLUID
Describes a person whose gender expression or gender identity — or both — changes over time. Not everyone whose gender identity or expression changes identifies as gender fluid.

QUEER
An adjective used by some people, particularly younger people, whose sexual orientation is not exclusively heterosexual. Queer was once used a pejorative term and has been reclaimed by some — but not all — members of the LGBTQ community.

So what can we surmise from this touching revelation? I am speculating, but I suspect that Tyler Posey's squeeze bent him over and worked his ass over with a dildo. It fits.

I have to get a full time job. I need an automobile and the money to keep it. I need to move into new digs. The place I am living in has served it's purpose. It is has disintegrated into a shit hole. I have a strong desire to upgrade my lifestyle, to put it mildly.

There is another path to walk but it requires discipline. I had it at one time when I gave a damn. That is the core of why I am not doing anything to improve myself. I have lost the will. I don't have to work full time slaving away for someone else. I can work full time working for myself. Instead of working eight hours a day and collecting a paycheck, I could be working ten hours a day on my computer skills. In addition, putting in five hours a day physically training my body and playing music. Bill Gates is in the news today. He is being criticized for having people come to his house and swimming around naked in his pool. When he wasn't working 17 hours a day, he liked to party. I don't know if the guy ever slept. This is how you get rich. You work around the clock day in and day out. I remember when I studied for my Series 7 broker license in 1984. I studied 10 hours a day for thirty days straight. It works. You can accomplish great things. It takes discipline. It takes will power. You have to give a damn.

I have an understanding of HTML. Time to Blog! would not exist if I didn't have the knowledge. If I add CSS3, JavaScript, PHP, and WordPress to this, I have a path to creating income. I have, and I have had, options available to me I squandered. People would pay to train with me if I made the commitment. I never did. It boils down to living my own life removed from this insane, childish reality people are trapped into. I figured this out a long time ago. I have been too weak to act on it. I am ashamed. There is only one way out, "get busy living or get busy dying."

A head's up on what a Kamala Harris Administration would look like. It just keeps getting better.