I saw this coming. According to the information provided at the notice I read, I won't experience an immediate change in bank administration. It sounds good. What happens when 1000's of banks across the country collapse at the same time, provided a catastrophe like this does occur? Given the current state of the US economy, this is not far fetched. I have options. I have put a plan into action. I will provide greater details at a latter time. I have mentioned earlier I have a plan up my sleeve. I think it is a good one. I don't want to reveal anything at the present time. I will say this. It requires a great deal of commitment and expenditure of energy. I'm up to this challenge. It will provide me with an opportunity to create a life and a career I can find joy and satisfaction with. This is all I want.
I read that Hollywood bad boy Charlie Sheen entered rehab Friday, hours after he was released from hospital following a reported coke binge.
There was still no official word on what prompted the sitcom star's emergency evacuation to hospital Thursday morning. Celebrity website TMZ.com maintained that cocaine played a part in the incident, after a dealer delivered a designer briefcase to his house filled with bricks of cocaine during a reported 36-hour party. When you earn $27 million a year, you can do as you please, when you please.
January 26, 2011
A true pioneer and free thinker; John Perry Barlow. It gives me hope that the future is still unwritten, despite the fact that my eyes, my brain, and my gut tell me differently.
January 24, 2011
I am sad to read today that Jack Lalanne died yesterday. Many people are going to be quoted in the following days about how much this man helped transform their lives. I have no political agenda. I do not seek media attention. I honestly can say that Jack Lalanne did help me. He introduced me to the world of physical fitness. I was a small, weak kid. Much of this weakness was the result of physical abuse I endured at the hands of my psychotic parents. Back in the late 50's and early 60's, child abuse was rampant. This is a dirty little secret that America would like to be kept in the closet. Jack Lalanne, through his morning television, show gave me the will to overcome the torture. Jack had willpower. I saw it. The force of will was something I learned from him. Without this I never would have survived. I have never forgotten this.
I am presently in a situation where I have no choice but to summon the will to change my present situation and create a better life. I have said this before, "fatigue is not an option." I will succeed.
Watch this video. Jack Lalanne had vision.
January 21, 2011
I'm burned out. I haven't followed through on my New Year's Resolution to keep my shoulder to the wheel. I had the day off and accomplished nothing. I just sat here tired and physically beaten down to a point of inactivity. The work I have to do each day in order to just maintain a modicum of survival is depressing. I know I have to rise above this. My present situation has to be evaluated in the light that change is, and will come. It comes down to this; I must summon the will to create the change. This change will come a day at a time. Change builds on the success of the previous day's effort. If I don't keep the chain intact, the energy dissipates. It isn't rocket science. Back to the grind tomorrow.
This looks to be a valuable series of lectures on Internet Technology. The number of lectures in this series is 40. If you are interested in IT, this looks like an excellent source. Seek knowledge; it doesn't have to cost anything.
January 14, 2011
This is a neat little gizmo.
Just kicking back today. I don't feel like I have to be doing something.
The sand is running out of the glass. The sand on my youth. I might still be kicking at 80, but I'll still be eighty. I haven't got the time to waste on frivilous matters. I'm afraid. That's why I am bitter. I refuse to stay this way. I'm a better human being. I will rise above this.
I can hear the wind howling outside my door. I may venture out and go somewhere to watch the Rose Bowl. I can listen to the game on Internet radio, but it would be nice to watch the Wisconsin Badgers win this thing on a big screen TV. I will make the effort to stay better focused through out the entire duration of 2011. When I look back on December 31 this time around, I need to see greater change than I saw in 2010. I have made a good start. Time to build on this. The global situation will continue to deteriorate at an alarming rate. I can't let this interfere with my personal agenda.
