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February 24, 2008

Joined a few different Yahoo Forum Groups. Can't say I am impressed with the posting I have received thus far. I did find some good occult source material to read on one, but the comments and observations of the group members that do participate are weak. I will not be getting insight or acquiring knowledge from them, sad to say. I have too much source material to read as it is. I have mentioned this before. I seriously have more books and papers to read than time left in my present life. It is imperative that I narrow my focus and become skilled in an area of knowledge I enjoy and seek to master. Stayed up late last night and watched a movie - Blackhawk Down. These guys who went into Mogadishu, Somalia are truly elite warriors. From what I have gathered, the movie based on the book Black Hawk Down: A Story of Modern War: by Mark Bowden, is pretty damn accurate. I did sleep in, only to be awaken from a phone message from Peter S. Bell AKA The Town Fool. As usual, he was crying about something or other. The man is weak. I realize my mistake for ever thinking he could have been anything close to a friend/equal. In the past, if I experienced success, he immediately attacked me equating this as a personal assault on him. I refuse to waste my time on fools like this ass any longer. The Badger 5 hit $243,000 the other night. I didn't win anything. Why I continue to believe that I will win a piece of the lottery is beyond me, but I do. The weather has taken a respite. The sun is out and it is tolerably warmer. Unfortunately, a winter storm watch is out for tonight with a forecast of more snow and sleet. I am glad I can stay home tomorrow. Next Monday, March 3rd, I have my bankruptcy hearing. After this, I have a new start.


February 18, 2008

The place looks good. It feels workable now instead of being chaotic. This winter weather has to come to end sooner or later. Yesterday, it started raining turning the sidewalks and the roads into wet, glare ice. After this base was laid, it started to snow heavily. Glad I had no where to be. Today, it is frigid cold. It feels like Late December or early January instead of the middle of February. I have to head back to my dead end job tomorrow. I did get a .89 raise! That will help ease the pain of being there. I am just barely hanging in there for the moment. I have $500 to shell out to my attorney for the bankruptcy, but other than that, I have paid everything required to get my life back on track. The only financial punishment left is the higher rates for automobile insurance I will be paying the next three years, but even that isn't exorbitant. I can deal with it. I made over $9,000 trading currency last week on my Demo Account. I have to keep my head down and tolerate the ignorance for a short period of time in order to collect the bank roll I need to start trading on the Forex Market full time. I figure one year, tops. In the meantime, I have to continue with the goals I set forth for 2008, and beyond.


February 17, 2008

Today I clean and organize my living space. I haven't done it for some time. My home is clean, but cluttered. Having accomplished this, I can better function physically and mentally in it. Having a working space to accomplish tasks is important. Living in a pile of shit distracts the mind. I have dishes soaking in the sink at the moment. I boil a large pot of water and pour it on them. The water is squalding hot. After about 30 minutes or so, it is easy to finish them up. I have to arrange my living room. I have to clean the kitchen and the bathroom. It is going to be an all day project; or a large part of it. I have to put laundry in too. Once I get this accomplished, I can relax. I have to practice my bass! I have neglected it. No excuse for that. My bankruptcy hearing is March 3rd. Sad it had to come to this, but in the long run it is a good financial plan. The country is in for a rough stretch ahead, and getting this debt eliminated is the smart move. I had written several pieces of the impending financial collapse, with supporting evidence, several months ago. I think the present administration is going to do everything in it's power to stave off the collapse till the next group takes the White House in 2009. Returning to the study of the FOREX Market, I am continuing to read educated opinions that the US economy is in the toilet with little or no hope of fixing it. This predicament is not only going to flush us down the sewer, but the entire global economy! The markets will continue to exist. The FOREX Market will survive, if not flourish. I have one last ace up my sleeve. I have $1700 in a state retirement fund that I can get my hands on. This will get my foot in the door. If I work hard and stay focused, I can be trading full time in a year from now. When the new administration takes over, I will be in a position of self sufficiency. In the meantime, planning and hard work are the cornerstones to this vision becoming reality.


February 16, 2008



Of all the killers, rapists, weirdos, and other social scum that have graced the Wall of Shame, this guy is the odd ball. He doesn't look like a whack job. That is the frightening thing. Of course, neither did Ted Bundy. Here is the essence of the news stories floating around the Internet, and the local papers.

The man, 27-year-old former student Stephen Kazmierczak, was also wielding three handguns during Thursday''s ambush inside a lecture hall. Two of the weapons — the pump-action Remington shotgun and a Glock 9mm handgun — were purchased legally less than a week ago, on Feb. 9, authorities said. They were purchased in Champaign, where Kazmierczak was enrolled at the University of Illinois. The other weapons were still being traced. The gunman's father, Robert Kazmierczak, briefly came out of his single-story house in Lakeland, Fla., to talk to reporters.

"Please leave me alone. ... This is a very hard time for me," he said as he threw his arms up and wept.

Campus Police Chief Donald Grady said investigators recovered 48 shell casings and six shotgun shells following the attack in Cole Hall. The gunman paused to reload his shotgun after opening fire on a crowd of terrified students in a geology class, sending them running and crawling toward the exits. He shot himself to death on the stage of the hall.

Kazmierczak was taking some kind of medication, Grady said. "He had stopped taking medication and become somewhat erratic in the last couple of weeks," Grady said, declining to name the drug or provide other details.


February 14, 2008

I read the February 12 article concerning Kevin Rudd, the prime Minister of Australia, apologizing to the indigenous peoples (Aborigines) "for the laws and policies of successive Parliaments and governments that have inflicted profound grief, suffering and loss on these our fellow Australians."

I have nothing against the indigenous peoples of Australia. I know from personal experience the hatred some Australians have against them. When I was dealing cards in Vegas, I heard on several different occasions - from white Australian patrons at my table - racial slurs, disparaging remarks, and general disgust about these people. I won't repeat them. I will provide these comments I read not in favor with the apology. I present them in the spirit of showing both side of the coin because that is what good research demands. There are two sides to every argument, and somewhere in between lies the Truth.
We apologise for not charging you rent on any lands when white people have to pay. We apologise for giving you interest free loans. We apologise for developing oil wells and minerals, including gold and diamonds which you never used and had no idea of their value. We apologise for developing Ayers rock and Kakadu, and handing them over to you so that you get all the money. We apologise for giving you $1.7 billion per year for your 250,000 people, which is $48,000.00 per aboriginal man, woman and child. We apologise for working hard to pay taxes that finance your welfare, medical care, education, etc to the tune of $1.2 billion each year. We apologise for you having to approach the aboriginal affairs department to verify the above figures. For the trouble you will have identifying the “uncle toms” in your own community who are getting richer and leaving some of you living in squalor and poverty. We do apologise. We really do. We humbly beg your forgiveness for all the above sins. We are only too happy to take back all the above and return you to the paradise of the “outback”, whenever you are ready.

I hope all of you who felt the need for an apology understand that you have opened up a pandora's box. Lets see if it was a great idea when it comes to your hard earned money going to the BILLIONS of dollar of payouts to the greedy individuals putting in the flood of compensation claims.
Before I forget, Happy Valantines Day!


February 11, 2008

I present this article as I received it. Why threats that further charges would be brought against Glitter if he returned to the UK are clear. I don't know what to think of this. To be honest, I tend to believe this accusation is true. Let's face it, Glitter is one crazy bastard. When they caught him in Vietnam, he was aboard a plane heading to another country. I am not certain which. He had in his possession a lap top computer loaded with child pornography. The guy is not only a sex addict, he is a pervert. I still believe he deserves a second chance to live a clean life after he gets out of that Vietnam stink hole he is serving his time in. That is of course if he lives that long.
Disgraced rocker GARY GLITTER is facing more legal woes after a British aristocrat accused him of raping her when she was just 15 years old. Vanessa Grey has kept the alleged abuse a secret for 17 years because she was too ashamed to speak out about it - but she has finally broken her silence in an effort to convince authorities to ban the fallen star from returning to his native U.K. Glitter - real name Paul Gadd - is currently serving a three-year sentence in a Vietnam prison after he was convicted in 2006 of committing obscene acts with two Vietnamese girls, aged just 11 and 12. But Gadd is reportedly set for an early release later this year (08) - and Grey, now 32, is disturbed by the thought of the 63-year-old becoming a free man. Grey claims she first met Glitter in 1990 when she was 14 and was lured onto the star's luxury yacht on several occasions, where he often plied her with champagne. On one occasion, when she was drunk, she alleges Glitter forced her downstairs into the boat's cabin and performed a sex act on her - but was too "confused and vulnerable" to understand what was happening. Weeks later, Grey claims Glitter invited her to his house, where he again gave her champagne and coaxed her into the bedroom before raping her. She says, "Before I knew what was happening he had grabbed my head and forced it towards his crotch. "I was numb with fear. I wanted him to stop and let me go. He was a man of 46 with painted eyebrows and bad breath and he stole my virginity... "After that I never saw Glitter again. I was too ashamed and afraid to tell my parents. I ran away from home at 16 because I felt so sick and was scared Glitter was around every corner." Grey has now told her story to the British authorities in the hope of bringing further charges against the singer. She adds, "Thinking about what Glitter did to me still terrifies me. He left part of me permanently damaged. But the rape made me so utterly ashamed that it is only now - when I heard that he might be coming back to Britain - that I feel strong enough to tell police about my past."
I have made a decision to try and master the FOREX Currency Market again. I had a bad experience the first time around. Some of the faliure I had can be attributed to the broker I was dealing with, but most of the blame rests on my shoulders. I tried doing too much too soon. I have "gone back to the drawing board", and opened up a Demo Account with a company I think I can do business with. When I get my financial act together, I am going to open up what is called a "mini" account investing $250-$500. The risk is tremendous, but so are the rewards. This business isn't going anywhere, you can do it at home on your computer, and the opportunity to be your own man making a nice income is possible. With the other things I wish to accomplish, this business would tailor in perfectly! Here are the trades I made today. All four were made in the span of less than 45 minutes; separately the trades took minutes.

 2/11/2008 3:52:53 PM 21688560 Buy AUD/USD 100,000.00 0.90388
 2/11/2008 4:01:31 PM 21688843 Sell AUD/USD -100,000.00 0.90395
 2/11/2008 4:01:31 PM      Total: 7.00
 
 2/11/2008 3:52:15 PM 21688544 Buy NZD/USD 100,000.00 0.78909
 2/11/2008 4:10:35 PM 21689164 Sell NZD/USD -100,000.00 0.78922
 2/11/2008 4:10:35 PM      Total: 13.00
 
 2/11/2008 3:50:13 PM 21688476 Buy EUR/USD 100,000.00 1.45227
 2/11/2008 4:13:20 PM 21689324 Sell EUR/USD -100,000.00 1.45239
 2/11/2008 4:13:20 PM      Total: 12.00
 
 2/11/2008 4:34:53 PM 21690069 Sell AUD/USD -100,000.00 0.90412
 2/11/2008 4:37:02 PM 21690152 Buy AUD/USD 100,000.00 0.90398
 2/11/2008 4:37:02 PM      Total: 14.00

TOTAL PROFIT: $46.00

I know I can do this. I know what I am capable of achieving. It takes patience and discipline. It takes knowledge and preparation. It is a lifelong quest for knowledge. The upside benefit outweighs the short term disastrous risk. If it was easy, everyone could do it. I won't be quiting my day job for now, but I can see the light at the end of the tunnel. I have a way out.


February 8, 2008



Do you know the artist? I'll give you a hint ... Fritz the Cat! It's Robert Crumb. A long, great story about this guy. If you are interested, Google him. Don't know why I was thinking of his work. Nostalgia probably. Hard to read the small print of the Mr Natural comic, but it says "Hey Mr Natural! What does it all mean!? His response, "Don't mean She Eit." The man was irreverant and kinky. Just the kind of folk the world needs more of.


February 6, 2008

Stoughton, WI Weather Forecast
4:33 AM CST WED FEB 6 2008

..WINTER STORM WARNING IN EFFECT UNTIL 6 PM CST THIS AFTERNOON...
TODAY - Brisk. Snow and isolated thunderstorms in the morning - then snow in the afternoon. Snow may be heavy at times in the morning. Snow accumulation of 3 to 5 inches. Total snow accumulation 8 to 12 inches. Near steady temperatures in the upper 20s. North winds 15 to 25 mph. Chance of precipitation near 100 percent.

Tried my best to get to work this morning. I ended up in the ditch and had to call a tow truck to pull me out. A lady went in the ditch 10 yards in front of me about 15 minutes later. It was a blind spot on the road. I swore I was on the main road and so did she. She called a friend who had a Dodge Laramie SLT 4x4 truck to pull her out. He ended up sliding right into the ditch along with us. The conditions were just too slick. I never should have even tried getting to work, but with the current economy going down the toilet, you have to try. As bad as the working situation is at the place I am at, it will have to suffice till I get my act together and start financially creating a life. It cost me $175 to get pulled out of the ditch. Good thing I am insured. My agent will probably shit. I turned in a receipt for the tow I had for the OWI. That's the way things go in the insurance business. I am looking into trading the FOREX Currency Market again. I know it can be done despite the enormous odds against the small, individual investor. Patience, discipline, knowledge, and most importantly, the WILL to succeed are the prime ingredients. I have these. I figure a three to five year plan. If I can hang in there with an initial investment of $250 the first month without getting chewed up, and continue keeping my head above water the first year, I can make it. Three years from now, I can be making a decent amount of money on the side trading. Five years from now, I can be doing this full time and making a substantial income. With my writing and music to back me up, there is no reason why I can't be my own man. It all boils down to desire, and putting the energy into making it work.


February 3, 2008

Super Bowl LVII turned out to be a good game. It went down to the wire with an exciting fourth quarter. I was rooting for the NY Giants/NFL since they defeated the Packers in the playoff. It is also neat for the Manning brothers to win back to back. I read that Snipes got the majority of his tax evasion counts tossed out, but could face three years for the three counts of failing to file his income taxes. He got off lucky. It is obvious from the information available that he flat out was refusing to pay, his excuse being he believed the IRS is illegal. He tries to come off sounding like a patriot when in reality he is nothing more than a con man. Such is life in America. I can't change the double standards. Blacks talk about racial inequality. What it all boils down to is cash. Those with the gold enjoy the spoils. If I had it, I would do the same. The only difference is, I wouldn't make waves. Christ said, "pay onto Caesar that which belongs to Caesar." Let the IRS suck what they need and leave me enough to live off the fat of the land. Snipes has that, and still he whines about being persecuted because he is a "Black man in America." If that is the way you feel brother, go live someplace else.






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