It has been a tradition to post something, even a trivial morsel, on this last day of the year. Everyone I know or have known is dead to me. Death isn't something you welcome and I do not welcome it now. The truth isn't always pretty, but it rears it's ugly head before me. I know my eyes lie to me but circumstances do not. My gut instinct is also telling me it is time to let this go and move forward on the clear path I see in front of me. I have excellent materials to master. I have even come to a better understanding of how to become self sufficient. No matter how I look at this, everything is unfolding as it should. I face 2014 with trepidation and hope. The fire grows. May 2014 bring you all happiness and prosperity.
Time to wrap this year up and look to the future. Having said this, here is a look back through the eyes of our dear friend the television set. During this time of the year, I like to think about where we have been and where we might be heading.
1980 - America's number one TV family.
2013 - America's number one TV family.
Fasten your seat belt. 2014 is going to be one hell of a ride. That is putting it midly.
*Note*
This weekend, extended unemployment benefits expire for some 1.3 million Americans who are looking for jobs and have already been out of work for more than half a year; and so it beings ...
I'm enjoying a holiday tradition. I'm watching my favorite Christmas movies; A Christmas Carol, Miracle on 34th Street, and It's a Wonderful Life. I haven't prepared anything special to eat today. That's OK. The holiday is more than just a feast to me. I will eat something but it won't be anything out of the ordinary. I am looking forward to making something of the coming year. I have no regrets that this scanning job came to an abrupt halt. It is imperative that I move forward and find better people to share my time with.
Being consumed with making a better lot of my life is noble, but I know there is more to life than looking forward. The only truth is the here and now. Everything else is only manifestation. One thing is for certain. I need time to make things right and I am afraid there isn't much of this precious comodity left at my disposal. I will put these dismal thoughts out of my mind and take comfort that I have not given up in the face of adversity that torments me like a parasite.
I must be honest here. I am finding it difficult to accept that after a life of struggle to be more than I am, I still struggle with the vigor of a drowning man. This is the time of year where man is to turn his attention to his fellow and wish him goodwill. I wish no bad fortune to anyone, but mankind has turned it's back on me. My gift to humanity this Christmas season is my charity and my commitment to a long standing promise; never to hate anyone. I have always been a man of my word despite the wrong this world has inflicted on me. This has been and continues to be my contribution to humanity. I take little comfort in this but it has value. The world is rotting in fear and hate. I won't add to this in spite. I'm better than this. When it is all set and done, I have become something better. I have a long journey ahead of me. One thing about having time on your hands, it gives to reflection. I wish peace and goodwill to my fellow man. May 2014 bring you prosperity.
Rod Serling at his best. This has been added to my "must watch" list of Holiday Classics.
Night of the Meek
with Art Carney in the role of Santa Clause.
I just wanted to state for the record that I am still alive and kicking. I am concerned that when I look into the mirror as of late, I see not an old man, but a tired one. The years have taken their toll. Moving forward has become something more than just trying to become something greater than I currently am. It is a matter of spiritual survival. I have neglected to repair the damage that has been done due to a long and prolonged period of procrastination. This is my New Year's Resolution; put my life back on the correct path. In order to do this, I will have to employ an old and proven course - the magic of 10 hours a day, 7 days a week, for 30 days. 2014 is going to be one hell of a ride.
"In this digital age, with ever-expanding theories of criminal liability for infringement, the U.S.
government’s target could be virtually anybody; we are all at risk."
Kim Dotcom
I was going to take a rest here and I still will, but this post had to be squeezed in before the year comes to an end.
This document has a great deal to say about what is at stake concerning the future of the Internet and the coming New World Order Spying apparatus being forged as I write this post.
"Megaupload
the Copyright Lobby
and the Future of Digital Rights"
It is not an understatement that it is becoming difficult to find materials that give both sides of an issue. Without the materials from both sides, you can not come to an informed decision on your own. I am afraid the ability to do so is a lost art and a skill that is becoming less desirable by those who wish to keep the status quo intact.
Sitting here at home these past few days has been wonderful. I feel invigorated with possibilities and at the same time painfully aware at the lack of opportunities available. I have told people this. Job skills and desire are worthless if you don't have work to apply them to. That is why I have to create a working situation with my own two hands. Moving to a state where a growing economy is a reality is the smartest thing I can do at this time.
I saw a You Tube video of this born again, self-righteous asshole Phil Robertson. Perversion and filth have no place in this world, and the same goes for these ignorant Christian hillbillies who point their fingers at the rest of us. This moron likes to quote the Bible. Here is a quote he missed, "pride goes before the fall." I don't agree with the LGBT agenda. I think there are dark forces behind it. These bible-thumping sanctimonious inbreds are just as dangerous.
2014 has to be a watershed moment in my life. I heard the rattle listening to Jordon Maxwell. If I am unable to succeed in doing what I know must be done, I am going to end up in a similar situation. I don't want to go down that path. I will sit tight the remainder of this year, but come January, I have to work relentlessly. Come June, if I am true to my cause, I can move on with the skills and the mind set necessary to create the life I have always thought possible. I will confront my demon and kick it's ass. In fact, I need to kick it's ass on a daily basis. That is the ticket. Everything I have accomplsihed has been done with the force of my own will. No one has ever given a flying fuck about me. I could be bitter. Maybe I am to a degree. I have aces up my sleeve. I have to play them. I am not looking forward to the pain but there is no other way. I will emerge from this ordeal a better person.
A Merry Christmas to all. I'll be back with more to say in 2014.
*Note*
I can't resist repeating this. Was watching Stephen Colbert mock Phil Robertson;
"Man shall not live by bread alone because with the vagina, there's more there."
the Bible
It doesn't happen enough but there are times when people do get what they deserve. This born again asshole deserves all the ridicule the Facebook and Twitter armies can muster. I could care less if he slams LBGT people. I am offended that this pile of shit thinks he is holier than the rest of us.
The down time I am enjoying is well deserved and it is sorely needed. I am not cracking books or planning out a grand strategy on how I am to be moving forward from here. I know where I need to be moving towards. I know what skills I need to hone. I know I am alone and that I have no genuine friends to assist me. Counting on people to be decent and to help you is a weakness. I know this. I have written that it is a mistake to rely on anyone or anything other than your own self. If there is any doubt to the veracity of this statement, look at the situation Jordon Maxwell has found himself in. I have everything I need to sustain me for now. This situation will change but as for now, I am sitting fine. I intend to get back on a set schedule of intense training. I am guilty of being lazy and stupid. I know what to do. I have said this and written this countless times. In a sense, I am staring into the abyss. The abyss is a mirror. If you wish to see yourself as you truly are, this is where you need to look. I thank Jordon Maxwell for showing me a possible future who's path I have found myself walking. I do not seek wealth either, but I do not wish to die in destitution. If you are going to pursue a life's work, you need the means to live. Jordon Maxwell has been struggling to survive. You can't help your fellow man if you are homeless and starving.
*Note*
Checking out the morning news. Phil Robertson, a star of A&E's "Duck Dynasty," has been suspended indefinitely after slamming gays in a magazine interview. I never watched the show. All I know about these people is that they are making a shit load of money. When you dance with the devil, you don't step on his toes. If you start bashing gays in Holywood, you won't be working there for long. Remember Isaiah Washington?
I find it difficult to even begin to describe what I am perceiving around me. I am frustrated as to what I am to do. Am I supposed to be trying to change things for the better? Am I supposed to be cracking the heads of every buffoon that sticks it's ugly face into my business? This is a waste of time but knowing this does not alleviate the manifestation.
This podcast is a gem. I do not totally trust everything I hear and read but this interview is excellent.
Jordan Maxwell talks The Occult, Nicola Tesla, Freemasonry & GOD.
The plug was pulled on my contracting job. It is a blessing. The experience I had working with these ignorant hillbillies was more than I could almost tolerate. I am in the process of decompressing. I have made a decision that I will leave this shit hole red neck state and head for Pueblo, Colorado. It is a beautiful city and it is centrally located to a vast number of places to go to. This is my opportunity to summon the will to make one last push to create a wondrous life to end my lifespan enjoying. In the past, I had the ability to sit and focus on improving my mind. I once studied 10 hours a day, 7 days a week for 30 straight days. I took the Series 7 Broker's test. I passed it; another story as to what happened after that. It is not a good story. Anyway, it is possible and I have to re-create the mental and spiritual mind set that gave me the will to make this happen. I have to arrive in my new surroundings with hard core, salable skills. My physical, emotional, and spiritual faculties have to be honed to a high degree. I have so much yet to accomplish and I am painfully aware that time is not my ally. This is certain. The pain I am facing is going to be the greatest challenge I will face. I'm ready.
Jordan Maxwell talks about the dark forces working against him. I believe what he is talking about. *Recorded Friday, 13-December-2013*
*Note*
The things Jordon Maxwell speak about ring so closely to the situation I presently find myself in, it disturbs me. His descriptions nail my recent job experience to a tee. I keep telling myself it is possible to create a situation where I can associate with a better class of people. This may not be the case. The impending horror that Maxwell describes coming down the pipe for the human race is real. I can see it coming myself. I have seen this coming and I have written of my concerns with how things seem to be going. I fully believe everything I am doing is correct and that I have put myself on the right path. I know I should keep my head down. My favorite saying is run silent, run deep. I will do so but at the same time, I will continue living a decent life and I will treat the people I meet with a dignity they deserve even if they are too ignorant to respect it or to even understand it. If this draws attention to myself and I find myself being attacked because of this, at least I now have a perspective on why I am being attacked. I can deal with that.
I don't have much to report. I think it might be time just to kick back and keep my nose to the grind stone. I will mention this. I am leaning heavily toward making a complaint with the Equal Rights Department concerning the hostile work environment I am presently working in.
I'm working on developing my web design skills. I should have been working on this all along, ever since I started this blog and I began learning how to create a web page. Like everything else, I was unable to realize this importance and where it could lead me. I have reached a point now in my life where I am beginning to understand these things. The challenge I have is to stay motivated to see my plans come to fruition. Of all the challenges I have faced, this is the greatest. I have doubts if I will be able to summon the will to make it all happen. I find myself wondering if it really matters anymore. In my heart, I know it does.
Confiscating a Journalist's Documents
Audrey Hudson is a journalist for conservative news outlets like The Colorado Observer, NewsMax,and The Washington Times.
In August 2013, while authorities executed a search warrant on her home on an unrelated matter, they confiscated some of her reporting notes.
Now Hudson and The Washington Times are preparing a lawsuit against the Department of Homeland Security.
Hudson discusses the raid, the documents confiscated, and the secrecy associated with the whole thing.
Click on Music Staff to listen to this interview with Audrey Hudson.
[7:00 length]
