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April 29, 2008
Dr. Albert Hoffman has died at the ripe old age of 102.
Here is an article about his life from the Washington Post:
Albert Hofmann Dead At 102; Chemist Discovered LSD
I have uploaded three books you can read for this occasion; LSD - My Problem Child , Acid Dreams The Complete Social History of LSD:
The CIA, The Sixties, and Beyond, and The Man Who Turned On The World. I gathered "My Problem Child" & "The Man Who Turned On The World" from text, and converted them into e-book format. "Acid Dreams" is a .PDF file I found on the Net. Enjoy! I'm sure the good Doctor would appreciate it. These three books constitute a trilogy of complete information on the creation of LSD, and it's subsequent impact on history.
I am in a very creative stage. I do believe this stage will become more than just a stage, and will continue to become a permanent state. This is what I am visualizing.
My e-mail signature is "if you can dream it, you can create it." I believe this.
Get the two books here: Free Download
April 27, 2008
A beautiful day. Times like this are perfect for sitting on my bench outside the front door and just taking in the fresh air. Still positive about the future. The country is going to hell financially and spiritually. It is only a matter of time before martial law is required to quell the rampage for food and gasoline. How I feel about my prospects for control of my destiny will be tested, if this action comes to pass. I will face it if need be. I have to believe that I will have choices. Freedom is a precarious mistress.
April 25, 2008
I enjoy finding information that puts things into a defined perspective. The slant on this perspective leans towards the "exopolitical", but well worth reading. Global Warming, the War on Terrorism and the Extraterrestrial link to "Planet X"
If so inclined, here is some FREE information on Planet X, and it's long history with our civilization: Index Greg Jenner Articles. I have the book, The 12th Planet by Zecharia Sitchin, and I intend to read it soon. I have to squeeze it in with the Ford materials I am studying. I did not, and have not gotten into the routine of getting up at 6:30AM to pursue my goals. This is not acceptable. The longer I avoid this unpleasant act ( I hate getting up early) the longer I will continue spinning my wheels and failing to move forward. When I put it this way, I have to say to myself "get off that dead ass"! I only have X amount of hours in the day to utilize. Sleeping later in the day wastes the opportunity given to create. I did turn the tube off three days ago. I am not plugging it back in.
April 22, 2008
I had made the comment that China's claim that the Dalai Lama was behind the Lhasa riots was "preposterous." After further investigation, there may be evidence to the contrary.
Tibet Human Rights PsyOp. This article is worth reading. It has been said that, "the more things change, the more they stay the same." The quest for Global Domination, and the strategy of the Neo-Conservative chess masters continues unabated. All political and economic events can be analyzed from this perspective. The Die Has Been Cast. I posted this some time back. It is still relevant The Neo-Conservative Plan For Global Hegemony.
While "The Powers That Be" struggle to rule this Earth, I will focus on my personal struggle to conquer and control my own Destiny. The two can coincide. After years of search and study, I finally have gathered all the knowledge required to forge the steel that will become my sword. That is a tall statement, but an accurate one. Today my King Fu is weak. Tomorrow, a foundation of personal Power/Will. I see the future. I want to live.
Just got back from work. I realized something today that is of great importance. During my career as a table games dealer in Las Vegas, I rose to a level of competence unmatched by 99% of the remaining herd. During my 12 years, I constantly set the bar higher. My skill was razor sharp. When my hands touched the cards, a power was evident. They danced to the tune of my focus and will. I was able to manipulate them through thought and correct transfer of energy. I was a technician. More so, I was a sorcerer. The financial rewards never materialized for constantly pushing the envelope. There were smidgens of respect given, reluctantly. The constant repetition day after day, year after year didn't bother me. The more I performed a certain task, the better I became, and the higher I set the bar. It was the ignorance of the clientele and the values of the gaming industry itself that burned me out. I finally reached a level of disgust that was no longer tolerable. Things happen for a reason, and my time to leave the business had come. Here I sit today in this time and this place. Perhaps the stars have finally aligned, and I am here at the right time and the right place. My life has been filled with a perception of failure that has overshadowed my accomplishments. Subconsciously, I believe the social programing; "by this time, you should have accomplished this and that."
I know on a conscious level it is bullshit, but unconsciously? I believe I have beaten myself up needlessly. I have the knowledge and the tools to achieve what ever it is I desire. My age and social placement are irrelevant. Things could be easier if certain factors were different, but that is beside the point. The bottom line is this - I am the master. I always have been. I need to finally incorporate this into my being. Accept who you are. Know Thyself. Know what you can create. You have done it before, and you can do it again; this time for all the right reasons.
April 21, 2008
The Chan/Li film was good. I haven't seen all of Jackie Chan's movies. The ones I did see were OK, but I tired of the lame, silly antics that are the Chan trademark. This film was different. It still had it's light moments, but the main plot was serious. The messages of what Kung Fu is all about were there. This has been lacking in his past films. I prefer this substance of the Martial Art philosophy to the Chan comedies in the past. I know Jackie used humor as a vehicle to present his life lessons, but I think the message got lost sometimes in the translation. The movie made me examine my own life and what it is I feel is important in it. A good film does that, and this one did. Attended my class this morning. Three down, three to go. It is a beautiful day; sunny, warm. Will have to enjoy the moment. I have so much work to do, but as the expression goes, "get busy living, or get busy dying."
April 20, 2008
It took some time, but Spring has arrived! With all the snow and rain we have had all the trees, grasses, and other plants are in full bloom. It is refreshing to see green foliage again. I will deal with the pollen. My eyes were burning and my nose was stuffed/running the past couple days, but this will pass. My lungs were definitely stressed , and this does concern me. The alarm is set for 6:30AM. The amount of physical and mental labor required to put this train back on track is staggering. I only have myself to blame for letting my life deteriorate this far on these levels. The decision has been made. I want to kick this Life in the ass. I have wealth to create. I have demons to conquer. I have mental powers to hone. I have knowledge to master. Am going to see a movie tonight at the local theater a few blocks from my apartment; the new Chan/Li production - The Forbidden Kingdom. Read one review that wasn't a glowing endorsement. I will decide for myself the quality, or lack thereof this picture merits.
April 13, 2008
Not a bad day. Filled out my tax returns and mailed them. It is a bitch paying money I really don't have, but I have to render onto Caesar that which is his. I am happy I decided to tell Capital News to kiss my ass. Working for minimum wage or less (after paying taxes) and having them expect me as an independent contractor to kiss their ass was too much bull shit to deal with. As the price of gas continues to rise, that is less and less actual money you are clearing. Those people who are still delivering news publications for them are fools. I have some book work to finish today for my class tomorrow morning. Soon, this OWI ordeal will be behind me, and I can forget to a large degree that I ever fucked up as badly as I did. I did get my priorities straight, but the financial punishment entailed only proves that I was a total ass to ever put myself in this predicament. "All is well that ends well ..." Will kick back and read my Ford material, and relax.
April 12, 2008
Haven't written much this month, but have been productive in my research work. I have discovered the writings of Michael W. Ford, a Luciferian-Gnostic who has developed his own style of creating the energy needed to fuel and sustain his Will. I find it appealing. I found a site that had a number of his books, and I even paid for the privilege to download Liber HVHI. I will read ALL his material and I will use what I can to complement my own style. My inner exploration on who I am, and what my strengths are have made me realize I have Luciferian skills, and always have. I just didn't understand what it was I had. Now that I have come to this understanding, I must continue to move forward. The story of my life is that I have never felt I have ever been at the right time, at the right place. I still believe that I really don't even belong here, in this present time, but that is something that I will come to understand, and possibly appreciate later. I have to come to grips with this nagging conception, and forge my Destiny from this point in time regardless of how awkward it may feel. By mastering this sense of time distortion, and creating a life I can be proud of, I will finally accomplish that which has alluded me my entire existence. My search for meaning is over. The quest for knowledge and self mastery of what ever I choose is the only foundation required. This quest is eternal. I am the master. I alone will summon the energies required to feed my Will. I walk alone, but am never lonely. This is who I am. It is finally starting to make sense.
April 2, 2008
I would like to offer one more example of the "divide and conquer" scenario presently at work. With all the news on Tibet, most of it angled from the Chinese point of view, it is prudent that the other side of the coin is shown. I find the accusations that the Dalai Lama is behind a violent conspiracy in Lhasa preposterous. Here is a good source of information from the Tibetan point of view.
The Official Website of the Central Tibetan Administration.
If you are inclined to reading documentaion that substantiates the claims that China is exploiting Tibet's national resources for it's own personal gain, this is an excellent presentation: Tibet: A Human Development and Environment Report.
Not much else happening at the present moment in the life of Jonathan Perry Stonne. I downloaded Bernanke's report this morning before the Joint Economic Committee, U.S. Congress concerning the present condition of the US economy. I haven't read it, but printed out a copy. I will read it on my break time at work today. I have come to the necessary conclusion that I have to rise at 6:30am and train physically. After an hour of this, I have to write for one hour. I am on a slow spiral of physical deterioration, and I have to stop it the best I can. This death spiral can be slowed down. When I get home from work at 9:00pm, I have to train my Will and practice my bass guitar. These are the only times I have to accomplish this reinvention of myself, and write my articles or books. If I am to become the superior individual I am destined to be, this is the only way. Now that the weather is slowly getting warmer, I will be able to train outside early in the morning.
April 1, 2008
Happy April Fool's Day. I was looking at Dr. Michael E. Salla's web site when I got home from work tonight. I like to keep informed on what he is writing about. The school of thought known as Exopolitical is controversial, to say the least, but he has presented interesting viewpoints in the context of current global politics. I present two related articles I read this evening. What I find interesting about them is that I have read exact opinions in diverse articles in the past. The "elite" in question were referred to as The Illuminati. The alien agenda wasn't covered. Except for that, the conclusions are exact. For what ever reasons, the human race is being culled. Scary thought regardless of who is making it; New World Order fanatics, or UFO Conspiracy fanatics. I know I have posted links to articles concerning this culling before, so that is why I am presenting the following. Like I have said before, when you find a similar conclusion coming from diverse opinions, you have to wonder if there isn't a grain of Truth contained therein.
Planet Earth is being Culled.
News Flash from Today. I have to include this article. I think it is hilarious. I understand Jewish groups are in an uproar about it, and are calling for his resignation. I have this to say, "God bless the old pervert."
Formula One boss Max Mosley 'exposed as sadomasochist in Nazi orgy with five prostitutes'
FIA President Max Mosley has been caught on film taking part in a Nazi fetish orgy, a British tabloid revealed earlier today. During the five-hour orgy video, which the tabloid also has in possession, Mosley both dominated and submitted to the five hookers, who dressed both as Nazis and concentration camp prisoners. Kicking off the orgy by playing a concentration camp detainee, Mosley had both his genitals and head inspected for lice before lying to the hookers to purposefully bring about a severe beating. The 67-year-old, who has been married for 48 years, was at one point whipped so hard that the orgy had to be halted while a bandage was applied to stop his bleeding. After the session ended, the girls enjoyed a glass of wine. Mosley was offered one as well, but turned it down in favor of a cup of tea. It's not known what ramifications this will have on Mosley's career or the sport he governs.
The orgy allegedly took place on Friday at a $4 million apartment-cum-dungeon near his home in London's upscale Chelsea neighborhood. A video of the full session was leaked to The News of the World. Mosley's father Oswald was a notorious fascist and Hitler supporter. Max has been controversially linked to his father's beliefs.
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