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April 29, 2007

What a way to end this month! Read about egold's ongoing problems with the US Government.
Digital Currency Business E-Gold Indicted.

This may not be of concern for you, but there are millions of honest business operators and individuals who use this online payment processor. I use them myself. It has also been an inexpensive way to invest in the rising price of gold bullion. The founder of egold, Dr. Douglas L. Jackson has bent over backwards cooperating with law enforcement agencies. His meticulous record keeping helped bring down child pornographers. This is documented. If he is guilty of anything, it is a lack of verification as to who is getting accounts with his company. His verification process is non existent. That left the door wide open to organized crime. This fact can't be denied. Also, the scum bag ponzi scheme con artists use his online payment service to collect their cash. This is also bad. I lost money myself. I know for a fact that $100's of millions have been stolen from investors in these programs from virtually every country on the face of the earth. This is unacceptable. I wouldn't doubt that terrorist organizations have used this system to move cash around the planet. Having presented this information, that doesn't make Jackson a terrorist, a criminal, or a con artist. I think he is a brilliant visionary who created the Digital Gold Currency (DGC) phenomena. I would hate to see egold go under. If the system needs fine tuning, it should be done. The system itself is the future of the global banking system.


April 28, 2007

April is winding down. The forecast for today looks spot on. It is sunny, warm, and pleasant. A big turn around from the previous days. I went to this Chinese Buffet down the street. I like the food. It doesn't cost much and you can eat large quantities; so much for the waist line! I was thinking about dragging my exercise bike outside and riding it. I need some caffeine first. After I write this entry and have a cup of coffee, I will enjoy some fresh air and sunshine. Time to get back on schedule, which means drawing up a plan of attack, goals, and a road map to accomplish them. I am in good shape. But I know I can be in better, and I have a strong desire to push myself beyond my physical limits. My martial arts skills are soft, and that is unacceptable. My stretch is lacking from what it has been, and my endurance is weaker than I am willing to tolerate. These things are not going to fix themselves. How can I train others if I can't train myself? The hardest thing is starting. Once the momentum is rolling, things start to happen. I know what and how to get things done. It is hard doing this alone, but what else is new? I don't have to remain alone. This point must be kept in mind.

April 27, 2007

I see that Phil Spector is finally getting his day in court. I am not going to comment on his trial. I don't know if he shot that woman or not. The jury will decide. I do think it is long overdue. The wheels of justice move accordingly; if you don't have the cash, you get tried quickly. The more money you have, the longer you can drag things out. And the longer you can remove yourself from the circumstances, the better (if you are guilty). I see a number of witnesses are coming forward telling stories of Phil being wasted and brandishing firearms. I remember watching a documentary on the Ramones. Johnny Ramone even mentioned that when the band was doing their album with Spector that he was constantly armed and waving his pistols around. Johnny didn't think that Phil was actually going to shoot anyone on purpose, he was more afraid of the gun going off accidently considering how stoned Phil Spector was most of the time. I think that statement says a great deal.

This week really sucked for being outside. It was overcast, cold, and wet. I have two weeks left delivering the campus paper and it is over for good. I have a job interview this coming Monday afternoon. It is only a formality. Just a matter of crossing all the corporate T's. I feel pretty good about this move. This delivery business is dead, and puching a time clock isn't my idea of a gravy job, but it won't be bad. I found out that from 4pm till I leave at 8pm I will be working alone. I like that arrangement. I will make this work. The bills will get paid. I can have a life. I have to fill in the blanks myself. I get tired sometimes. Seems like my life has been one disappointment after another, but I think most people feel that way. At times, I don't even feel like trying anymore. But that is what I call, "digging a hole and crawling inside it" mentality. I know I am a loner. Even though I am LEO, I don't crave the stage. I am like the lion sitting under a shade tree out on the Serengeti plain. I would much rather have my space and some tranquility. This being the life of the party and the center of attention shit never was my style. I never have been one to run with the rest of the rats either. If I win the lottery, I head to British Columbia, Canada. It is beautiful there. I can buy some land, and a nice cabin. I can spend time in the forest, and on the lakes. That is my idea of heaven. If I didn't see another human being for six months or longer that would suit me fine.


April 22, 2007

I realize that most people are not interested in the NWO-Secret Government-Alien/Military Industrial Complex angle. I don't believe everything I have been reading, and I have stated so. But SOMETHING is going on and has been going on for decades. I don't have any fantasies that I can stop the way the world is run. I don't intend do. But instead of watching the TV, I have enjoyed reading the many viewpoints of the so called "experts" in this area. Some of the things make sense, most of it is too left field for my taste. I enjoy research and the quest for knowledge. I will finish reading Bill Cooper's book, and then I will concentrate on my yoga, occult material. Manly P. Hall's book The Secret Teachings of All Ages is a classic. I started it sometime back, but got sidetracked. What disappoints me is that I can go places, and no one gives me the time of day. I realize being a loner for all these years has put a coat of rust on my interpersonal communication skills. Despite the fact that millions of people have reported alien contact of one form or another doesn't make it a general topic of social discussion. The fact that a large percentage of people believe that the Government lies to us on a consistent basis doesn't make the topic of the NWO Conspiracy, or the Military Industrial Complex, along with all the shady "black operation" projects, a topic of general discussion. I don't preach, I don't have a hidden agenda to persuade people to a certain point of view. I have put this information out there for anyone interested to come to their own conclusions. And if people don't like talking to me, I have better things to do.


April 21, 2007

I am pleased that I found a full time job. My landlady's brother runs the meat department in a large chain store. He is going to teach me the business. It is not only a decent job, it is a career opportunity. This is a financial anchor sorely absent. I will work hard. I can still accomplish the other things I am dreaming of. It is just a matter of working my ass off. To be honest, what else is there left to do at this stage of my life? I am not pleased that I have failed to this point in getting a martial art class going. I can not do one without the other. Not at this stage in my life, and that is a something I am not proud of. I have to focus on the things I am doing right, and not obsess on the things I have not done well. Today is the only thing that matters. I can not change the past, only change today's past, which is tomorrow. I have the knowledge to advance my skills beyond anything I ever dreamed of. The sand is running low, but there is still sand in the hour glass.

I was talking to the crazy bitch I worked with at CWC. She is a fool. She called me up after 10 PM and started whining about something trivial. I had told her earlier in the day I get up at 5 AM to deliver my newspapers, and she still called me up late. I told her I didn't care what she was talking about and hung up. I hope this is the end of her. I have no time for morons. All she does is patronize people. She has accomplished little and contributed the same. Her only goal left in her miserable existence is to flush someone else's life down the toilet.


April 18, 2007

I bought the book Behold a Pale Horse by William Cooper. I have read reviews that this book is horribly outdated since just about everything in it has been proven false. I find this hard to believe, but that is the general consensus. The book was published in 1991. Regardless of this prevailing view, here is a point that hasn't been made. If it has, I haven't seen it and I have been digging. In fact, to give you an example of just how far I have dug, I have found original posting that Cooper made on the Paranet BBS revealing the information that would later be compiled into the manuscript. Anyway, this is the point I want to make. This book was "ground zero" of the Illuminati/NWO/Secret Government Conspiracy Movement. If you look at the data, it all points back to Bill Cooper. Say what you want about the man. If what he wrote about is so riddled with error and disinformation, why has the movement grown into a world wide phenomena? Look at what is being published on the Internet. It all started with William Cooper. I said this before. Give credit where it is due. Rest in Peace Bill. I will read your book and I will come to my own conclusions. The general story is that the Protocols of Zion are a forgery, and I don't believe that either.


April 17, 2007

Police have named a student who shot dead at least 30 people at a US university as Cho Seung-hui, a 23-year-old from South Korea. He was studying English and had been living on the university campus. He killed himself after the rampage. Police said a gun found at the scene was also used at an earlier shooting in which two people were killed.

It was the worst gun massacre in US history. A memorial service is to be held at the university on Tuesday.

Some students complained angrily that they had received no warning from the university until an e-mail more than two hours after the first incident. Student Billy Bason, 18, said: "I think the university has blood on their hands because of their lack of action after the first incident."

But university president Charles Steger defended his staff, saying they "had no reason to suspect any other incident was going to occur".

I agree with the student comment that the University has blood on it's hands. You don't assume jack shit when people are being shot dead. The only explaination is that they screwed up, period. Someone should have made a decision to lock the Campus down immediately. They just assumed that this nut job left the area? What kind of analysis is that? The more you look at it, the clearer it becomes. University personnel responsible for this blunder need to be fired, sued, or prosecuted.


April 15, 2007

Nothing terribly exciting to report today. The winter weather should be behind us, and it looks as if it is going to be warming up. The UW-Madison campus will be closing for summer vacation in about three weeks, and my morning route will be finished. I won't be coming back in September. This delivery business has been a bust. The only thing I have managed to accomplish is taking a sailor dive straight into a financial black hole. I will get a "real" job, and in the meantime get back into fighting shape. From there, I can build. I also have a book in mind that has real possibilities. The key is to keep moving, and working. Daydreaming isn't going to cut it. I have put a few inches around my gut this winter. At my age, any slacking creates disastrous results. The free ride is over. I have discovered some interesting information concerning Kundalini. I am going to be looking into this. This week is going to be a slim one in the eating category. I will juice my carrots up, eat rice and noodles. I think the cheese is the guilty party. It goes straight to my gut and converts into fat. This isn't good. This is one of the pitfalls of living in Wisconsin. If you don't burn off those dairy calories, you get fat.


April 12, 2007

Kurt Vonnegut, one of the outstanding figures of modern US literature, has died in New York. He was 84. He suffered brain injuries after a fall at his home in Manhattan and died on Wednesday. He will be best remembered for his novel Slaughterhouse Five which draws directly on his own experience of the fire bombing of Dresden, Germany during World War II.

I read Slaughterhouse 5. I do believe that is how the original title of the book was spelled, using the numeral 5. People like him are not being born, of if they are, they are lying low. I think that is the theme of the 21st century; lie low, go to work, pay your taxes, and keep your mouth shut. I don't think that is a good thing. It has been written that it is the duty of every patriot to criticize his government. People are speaking out and trying to bring to light things they think need attention, but a climate of fear has embraced the nation. This is what I am reading. These are the thoughts I had when I read the headline that Kurt Vonnegut has passed on.

So NBC has given Don Imus his walking papers. No surprise there. It is a replay of the Jimmy the Greek fiasco. You can not say anything that might offend ANYONE (with cash to spend). It is only common sense. Hey, you get older and your mind wanders. You don't stay focused on what your tongue is rattling off and you end up with your foot in your mouth. As I have said before, "when you got stink on you, you walk alone."

Here was someone who did criticize the government. His name is William "Bill" Cooper. The following response is really something to read. The links included are of my own design. Bill Cooper Responds to His Critics.


April 11, 2007

Rap star Snoop Dogg is to appear in court in California after being charged with drugs and gun offences. The 35-year-old could face up to four years in prison for being a convicted criminal in possession of a gun and the transportation of marijuana.
The musician was arrested in October after a gun and drugs were found in his car at Burbank Airport. In 1990, the performer was convicted of possessing cocaine and charged with gun possession three years later. His guilty plea came in exchange for probation and a pledge to speak publicly against violence.

Isn't that special? No mention in the article that Snoop Dogg was charged with murder some years back, but was found not guilty. The man is a gang banger. And he received probation in exchange for a pledge to speak publicly against violence? How hypocritical is that? This is not the kind of role model young people need to be looking to. Again, the only reason Snoop Dogg isn't doing time already is because the Recording Industry can still make a buck off him. The day his stock becomes worthless is the day he'll be shipped off to prison.


April 10, 2007

Don Imus is today's candidate for the dubious honor of "I woke up this morning and decided to flush my life down the toilet." Being a bigot and a racist is human nature. I don't care what race you belong to, we are all racists. I defy anyone to claim otherwise. The spiritual person strives to be better and to think before he speaks. If you let your tongue run rampant, you will say exactly what you are thinking. Most of the time, what you are thinking is going to offend someone. That is why the Sage says little, if anything. He is wise enough to keep his dark thoughts to himself. By doing so, he rises above the rest of humanity, even though in reality, he probably hasn't risen that far above. Calling the Rutgers women basketball players "nappy-headed hos" on his radio show is sheer stupidity. I think he should be fired for the simple fact that he is a moron. Any news organization employing a moron is guilty by association. I think the people at NBC are intelligent enough to recognize that. And, it doesn't hurt NBC's image with the great unwashed who have money to spend on companies that advertise goods and services on the network.


April 8, 2007

Happy Easter to all. I don't formally celebrate the holiday, but I am not against it. Anytime people stop to contemplate good in the world, it is worthwhile. As long as you don't start telling me how to think and how to live, it's cool.

Here is some fresh news on Gary Glitter.
Glitter's lawyer, Le Thanh Kinh, said he plans to submit a request for another six-month reduction. He will place the request during an amnesty to mark Liberation Day on 30 April.

Vietnam traditionally reduces the sentences of inmates with good prison conduct records with amnesties on special occasions. "My client will certainly submit a letter asking for another six-month reduction of his prison term once the Vietnamese authorities announce the plan for amnesty on Liberation Day," said his lawyer

Under Vietnamese law, Glitter must serve at least half his term, including time in custody before his trial, meaning his earliest possible release date would be this May. When he is released Glitter will be deported either to the UK or any other nation that will accept him, the court decided.

Looks like Gary will end up in France. I say this because he sure as hell won't be going back to the UK. There are people in Britain that wish to bring additional charges, and generally humiliate him further. I think France because they don't seem to have any qualms about letting people into the country, as long as they have money. That would be the only obstacle.


April 6, 2007

Was looking back at the April 7, 2006 Blog entry. It is the same as several dozen other entries I have made over the three years I have been writing this Blog. I don't have to write anything new. All I have to do is just change the dates on things. I am a sorry sack of shit. I am complaining about the same things I was one and two years ago; I'm in debt. I'm out of shape. My lungs are shot. My delivery business sucks, etc. I am changing this once and for all!

I talked to the crazy woman I worked at CWC with. She hasn't changed. She is still nuts. I was hoping for a change, but I am a fool. I know better. I see things as they are. I will give myself credit for that. But, I am not able to change the things I know I need to change; up to now. I am working out again. At least I have started my way back up the mountain. The journey never ends. That is the way it is. The day you stop moving forward is the day you start stagnating. If you stagnate to a certain point, you die. I don't want to die just yet. No more complaining. No more sour grapes. I will be back when I have something positive to report. I do have something valuable to contribute. Every once in awhile, I come across something extraordinary. Download everything you can while you can.
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April 3, 2007

Well, did this crazy bastard snort his old man or not? You be the judge. Read the BBC articles here:
Crazy Keith Snorts Father I think he did. I hate to sound harsh, but I don't think Richards has the mind power to come up with a creative story like this if it wasn't true. When I was reading the articles, I could hear a rattle sound, something like seeds rattling around inside a hollow gourd. I then realized that was the sound of Keith Richard's brain, or what is left of it, tossing around inside his skull as he was thinking about where he was and what he was saying. I think the denial has more to do with telling the press, "No, I didn't snort coke. It is all a misunderstanding." Heaven knows Richards doesn't want to do, or say anything that might affect the band's ability to rake in another $100 million. This is the third picture of Keith Richards to grace the Wall. Congratulations Keith. I found this photo of Richrads when he was a younger Rolling Stone. If you look at the eyes, it's him. Nothing else matches. I have to give this guy credit. He is still breathing.




April 3, 2007

Enjoying my week off delivering the Badger Herald/Daily Cardinal route on Campus. I started reading and researching yesterday, and got so involved in what I was doing I didn't get my exercise regimen off the ground. Today I will do this if it kills me! It is only one hour a day. All I have to do is turn off the computer for one hour, and the TV. One hour isn't that long and the benefits are tremendous. I also have so much ground to make up concerning my martial arts. I have let things slide and that is unacceptable. Without a Spiritual foundation, we have nothing. Here are two Scam Lottery Notification e-mails I received in my Yahoo mail. I can't win $1 in the Powerball Lottery Drawing, but I can win a million dollars in a European lottery I haven't even entered! Isn't that amazing? How stupid do you have to be to believe you actually won? I know greed does strange things to people, but lowering you IQ 100 points? Let's get serious. Scam Lottery E-mail.


April 2, 2007

I feel like I just got kicked in the balls. The winning Powerball ticket in the weekend drawing was purchased right here in Stoughton, Wisconsin. The ticket worth $40.7 million was bought at the Open Pantry on Page Street. I know where this place is. I never go there, so I wouldn't have had a shot at buying the winning ticket. It could be years till Wisconsin wins a jackpot again. And it will probably never be purchased in Stoughton again. A person I know always says, "if you pick your own numbers, you can win anywhere." That is true, but I think this is a sign. I am not going to win anything in the foreseeable future. There is still the Badger 5. I still believe I will snag all five numbers one time. I don't know why I think this, but I honestly do. In the meantime, it is time to get serious. The US economy is hitting some major bumps. I have to get myself situated so I am self sufficient. I know what I have to do. I went to GNC today and got a supply of protein powder, and other vitamin supplements. It is time.


April 1, 2007

Today is my day. Thinking that the lottery was going to pull my chestnuts out of the financial fire indicates one thing. My head is so far up my ass that I must be delirious. Not that I ever truly believed I was going to win enough to get my life back on track, but I hoped. That hope is nothing but a pipe dream. People win, but not me. Some lucky bastard won last night's Powerball Jackpot of $40.7 million dollars. The winning ticket was purchased right here in Wisconsin! I swear if the winning ticket was purchased in the Fond du Lac area, I will never buy another ticket. I am so tired of this "Miracle Mile" crap. If this turns out to be the case, I know the game is fixed. Last night's Badger 5 was $97,000. I didn't get a piece of that either.

Looks like the student are off next week for Spring Break. I won't be collecting a paycheck. This is an opportunity to get that grant proposal in shape, and to seriously consider just what it is I intend to create with the time remaining in my life. I know I don't belong here, but that is no reason to just roll over and wait for Death. Who knows where the road leads to? I may just end up right back here where I left off. I know people believe we are here to right wrongs, and to get things right so we can move on. I am leaning that way myself. Whatever the case may be, I would like to be able to say to myself. "I did what I could. I made a difference." I don't think I can say that at this point with a straight face.